A/N: Not everything is going to be smut and fluff right now, maybe there will be a bit of drama ;)
It's been a few days since the awkward shower situation, and Ally still can't look me in the eyes.
"Ally, please forgive me." I roll my eyes at her as she shakes her head.
"No, y'all are sinful." Ally shakes her head furiously and shudders at the image.
"Well, I've heard Dinah moaning at night. So there." I defend myself.
Dinah's eyes bulge out and she opens her mouth at me in shock.
"What the fuck Mija? You and Lauren are much worse! We hear you guys moaning at night every night of the damn week!" Dinah recreates the noises she has heard from us.
"Don't change the subject. Why are YOU moaning Dinah?" Lauren pitches in the conversation.
"U-um... cramps?" Dinah blushes from embarrassment as we all laugh.
I see Normani stare at Dinah with a worried look on her face.
"Dinah, maybe you should just stop talking now..." Normani says.
"Ohhhh... I am just gonna stay out of this. But still, y'all are sinners." Ally senses the tension in the room and leaves to film a music video.
Norminah is their ship name and I'm secretly shipping it.
"I guess we should all go and film the new video, fans are excited." I got up and noticed Lauren staring at her phone and smiling.
"Lauren, you coming?" I look at her suspiciously and she looks up, blushing.
"Oh, yeah, yeah. I'll be right there." She looks at her phone one more time and then gets up to hold my hand.
I smile as she kisses my cheek. But that smile disappears when she stares at her phone again and laughs.
"Come on love birds, we've gotta go." Dinah motions us to leave and we both walk out the tour bus door.
She lets go of my hand as we walk to the van.
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"Camila, is something wrong?" Lauren notices my change in attitude ever since I felt like she has been ignoring me.
We are sitting in the van going to the scene shooting area.
"No, I'm fine."
She doesn't respond, and just shakes her head and looks down.
"I don't know if this is going to work out."
I feel like a bat hit the side of my head when she said that.
I feel tears gather and my face warm up as she lets go of my hand.
"W-why not? What do you mean?"
"I feel like we've both been distant from each other lately. Maybe we should have some time alone, away from each other."
"Lauren... please. I love you."
I break down in the car, hoping none of the other girls are hearing our conversation.
"I love you too, Camila. But for right now I think that it's best we stay apart."
"I-I don't know what to say... why do you feel like this? I love you more than anything and you just shut me out?" Tears run down my face as I look Lauren in the eyes.
"There is someone else."
It's like you could hear my heart break.
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It'll Be Our Secret
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