i couldn't help but laugh. this boy has caused me endless pain, and here he is... begging for forgiveness, once again.
"just leave me alone, okay? i don't want this anymore. don't bother showing up tomorrow, either. this is over."
i closed the window, locked it, and turned to face my friends.
they all had strange facial expressions, i felt bad for putting them in such an uncomfortable situation.
"i– i'm sorry, guys." i took another chicken strip, and nibbled on the end of it.
ginger coughed, and sipped on her drink. "god, no. don't be, we have all been waiting for you to drop that loser."
holden poked his sister, and gave her a warning look. "you weren't supposed to tell her that!"
i shrugged, and popped a fry into my mouth. "it's cool, he took a lot of energy out of me."
i was getting a lot of texts, they were all from my therapy group chat. i had invited all of them to my party tomorrow, and even though it was super short notice... everybody was texting me, telling me that they could make it.
i put my phone down, and wiped my hands with a napkin.
"i really hope that this means that nothing bad will happen tomorrow. at least he won't show up drunk or high, or in the mood to fight."
braxton was wiping his hands on his pants.
"wasn't he always in the mood to have sex, as well?"
we all groaned at the same time.
"i remember that one time i walked in on them–"
i threw my balled up napkin at braxton, and screeched. "i told you never to tell anybody about that incident."
ginger smirked, and sipped her drink. "we're all friends here, what happened?"
i couldn't stop blushing, so i covered my face. "go ahead, i have nothing to lose anymore."
braxton raised his eyebrow, and laughed silently. "you can say that again, i think i walked in on them during masen's first time. they were both half naked, bailey was pulling his boxers down... get this, masen started SCREAMING. it was fucking hilarious, she was like, 'you're going to put that... where?!?'" he was gasping for air at this point.
everybody was turning red from laughing. serena was trying to fill her mouth with soda, but she ended up spitting it out.
"you guuuuuys," i whined, and went to sit in one of the corners in my room.
i was pretty embarrassed, but i was glad that my friends were being supportive of my decisions. sure, they were exposing the hell out of me, but it was all in good spirits. the more time i spent with them, the more enthusiastic i felt about tomorrow.
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a/n: i'm gonna spend a lil time writing "mine" in a few hours!! yaaay
