It All Comes Out In Moron

I hope.

I came to a sudden realization today my readers. That I write. Alot. And right now I'm working on a side project and I'm going to actually try to make it a book. But I was told today by someone that they love their writers and their a dedicated fan. And then she said: "They inspired me so much."

I'm curious to know one thing : "Have I inspired you?" I just want to know....
To be honest with you I'm about to get serious.

I have depression and anxiety and sometimes I feel crappy. And then I see new notifications saying: you have a new follower!  And I get happy.

When I first started this I was depressed because I had this feeling. I had this little voice go "What's the point? It's going to go unnoticed by everyone." Instead I turned off my phone and when I turned it back on I saw people that loved what I wrote and it honest to God made me so happy. You have no idea how happy you made me. And you helped in ways I can't even begin to explain.

My family knows I write these chapters and my mother supports it and sometimes even gives me ideas. She reminds me of Lorelai because she has qualities that are very similar to her. Sarcastic, can be a fast talker and a single mom who knows what she's doing.

You may be wondering "Why is she writing this?" Or "OH MY LORD IS SHE QUITTING!?" Nope. I'm not going anywhere. I just... had a late night epiphany and I want to know.

Did I inspire you?

"Was I able to live inside someone’s heart? Was I able to live inside your heart? Do you think you’ll remember me at least a little? You’d better not hit "reset!" Don’t forget me, okay? That’s a promise, okay? I'm glad it’s you, after all. Will I reach you? I hope I can reach you."  - Kaori Miyazono

(P.s. Seriously. I'm not going anywhere. I'm just depressed and curious if I managed to inspire one of you guys.)