Reality or Fantasy?

Reconciliation

Pie's POV*

"I can't believe you're really here. But when did you come back? How's your trip?" I eagerly asked Van as we settle ourselves inside the living room.

He stifles a laugh and that made me notice my sudden excitement on his coming back. Well, what does he expect me to do? I didn't see him for so long and he barely kept in touch with me and Fern since he flew out of Thanyaburi.

"Relax, Pie. One question at a time."

"Oh, I'm sorry. I just missed you."

"I missed you too so much. Well, I arrived 3 days ago."

"What!? And you didn't tell me the moment you got here?"

"I wanted to surprise you, princess." "Princess"... It doesn't feel right. This is Van for God's sake, my childhood friend and my first crush? I guess I'm not quite sure since I was so young back then and playful at times. But with Kim... everything seems so perfect and I even let her called me that.

"Uh—Pie?" Van called, snapping me out from my train of thoughts.

"Oh, I'm sorry I was just thinking something."

"Mind to share it with me?" I shrugged my shoulders, implying my refusal to his idea.

No need for it. There's no way I would tell you how failure your best friend is when it comes to love. Jeez...Can we change the topic, please?

As if reading my mind, he moved himself a bit forward and places his intertwined hands on the table before looking me straight in the eye. "I see. So, Pie I actually came here because I have to tell you something."

"Why are you sweating, then? P'Van it's just me, Pie. You seemed so nervous."

"Because I am." He said firmly.

I'm starting to think what it is that he wanted to say so badly because whenever we two hang out, he will just keep on teasing me until we both burst out into laughing. But now, you won't find any traces of that habit in his face.

"Okay okay, just tell me what it is so we can move past this."

"Would it make you feel better if I hold your hand like this?" I suggested, trying to lessen his bundle of nerves but my touch makes him drowned more in jittery.

"Yes, please."

"Woo..." he took a deep breath while fidgeting with the collar of his shirt. "Okay so Pie....you know we've been friends for so long and I...I have grown to like you."

"Of course, we wouldn't be the best of friends if we don't like each other, right?"

"No, not in that way. I mean, I like you more than friends and if you would allow me, I want to court you; that is if you'll let me. " he admitted bluntly, earning a gasp from me because I honestly didn't see this coming.

"P'Van, I don't know----it's just..... I only see you as------"

"Pie. Pie. Keep calm. Just think about it first, will you? Take your time. I'll be waiting. But..." I raised my eyebrows, silently asking Van to continue what he's going to say and answer my curiosity. It must be something good 'cause I'm not planning to hear another shocking confession any time soon.

"But can you at least let me give you a ride tomorrow to your school?" he offered hopefully which I hesitantly accepted at first even though that's the least I can do for him as of now.