Insurgent // Bmin [BM x Somin] K.A.R.D

-8-

When I arrived at my house and closed the door, I went quickly to drink water.

What did I do?

Was it worth it?

What was I trying to look like? I am not like this.

But at the same time, I'm excited.

Right now it's 7:59 pm.

I don't think Matthew is going to pick me up soon, I guess he'll come at night.

Why did I even gave him my direction? I'm so stupid.

I made a salad for dinner, the house felt so empty, but I was already used to that feeling, my mom is always caring about work, only work. I understand that is what is necessary and it's difficult because she is the only one that earns money in this house, but I can't stop thinking sometimes about how things would be if she had more time to spend with me.

When I finished eating I went to dress up, what do people wear to races?

I picked up some high waisted black jeans, a yellow top and black and white Mustang shoes.

I didn't do anything to my hair, just brush it. For makeup, I only applied mascara and eyeliner, I didn't want to use a lot of makeup because I knew that when I come home I'll be too lazy to take it off.

I spent time watching Suspicious Partner while waiting.

It was already 21:50 pm when the someone knocked the door.

I opened the door and there was him, he was wearing a white shirt, a little bit open so you can see part of his skin.

Black jeans and black shoes. His hair was messy and his eyes were only on me, that made me feel really nervous.

-Let's go- he said as he started walking. I closed the door and put the keys in a little bag that I had and went to his side.

-Why did you invite me Matthew?-I said to him looking at the floor while walking-Tell me the truth.

-You're interesting, Somin-He simply answered.

I don't know if I really like that answer.

We didn't talk much, we spent 30 mins walking till we arrived at a waste ground, you could hear the loud music from far away. There was a lot of people, drinking, smoking, kissing, doing other things...

-I'm not sure this is my place-I said

-It's not-he said, and I looked at him-but anyways... I compete in half an hour.

-And what are we gonna do for half an hour?

-Big Matthew!-A man screamed while walking to us... to him.

-Hola Hola!-He said while they clapped hands.-Long time no see.

-I know, bro.-That's when he noticed my existence. He was a brunette boy, wearing a white t-shirt with some short pants and some trainers that didn't look really cheap.-And I see you come with a girl, new girlfriend? You don't stop!- They both laughed. "You don't stop"? Was Matthew the type of boy that never has a good relationship? Why am I surprised, anyways?

-She's not my girlfriend, she's one of my classmates.

-Classmates, such a shame you still have to be in school, life's good when you don't have to study. Why did you have to repeat grades, bro?

-You're 18, Matthew?-I asked.

-He's 19, baby.-The brunette boy answered for him. I didn't answer but I could notice Matthew's eyes on me.

-Okay, Jimin, that's enough.-Matthew said.-Let's go Somin I'll show you this.

-Bye Somin-Jimin said while looking at me from toes to head, so uncomfortable

Matthew took me to the bar and he ordered a beer, I was totally not going to drink.

-Why didn't you tell me you had 19?-I asked.

-Did I have the time to?-He said while drinking.-When I try to talk to you, you just go away, or make us get grounded or...

-That wasn't my fault though.

-And it isn't even an important thing like who really cares. There is not a lot of difference from 17 to 19.

-Yeah, I know.

-BIg Matthew, time to play- Jimin appeared again.

They took me to a place next to the bar, there were 2 motorcycles in front of me.

-Okay, Somin, you stay here with Jimin- No god please no- and watch me win.-He went away

-Do you really think he's going to win?-I asked Jimin and talked to him for the first time.

He didn't answer.

I looked at his eyes. The answer was a no.