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I took off the dress I was wearing and grabbed Matthew's shirt after taking a shower.

He was right, the shirt he gave me was really big for me, but it was better than a wet dress.
I took off my high heels as well.
I dried my underwear with the dryer after showering.

I found my phone in a little black purse I brought from my house.
It was fine, still working, I guess since I had the purse closed the water didn't enter on it.

I looked at myself in the mirror, all my makeup was all over my face, I looked like a panda.

I removed it out how I could since Matthew didn't have makeup remover.

I looked at his room, there were a lot of posters, basketball players photos, an autographed basketball balloon. He also had some photos from when he was younger, with a man im supposing is his father, another one with a blonde girl.

I lied down on his bed, it was a really big bed, I closed my eyes and tried to sleep...

(..)

My eyes weren't open but I could hear the keys opening the door, and then some footsteps walking awkwardly.

I opened my eyes to discover a drunk Matthew with an empty cup on his hand.

—Somiiinyaaa-he said and walked to the bed.

—Did you drink?-Am I stupid? Of course he did

—Nooou- he blatantly lied.

—Where's Jiwoo?

—Shhhe...-he tried to sit on the bed but ended up siting on the floor- She went home an hour ago or somethinggg? She's so boring... the paaarty wasn't over yyet!

—i think I should go, it must be late...

—Just 4am

I stand up and grabbed my dress but Matthew grabbed my hands making me throw the dress to the floor.
He pushed me to the wall, still grabbing my arms, now my wrists.
He was really close to me and I could smell the alcohol.

—Go to sleep, Matthew.

—I don't want to sleep yet...-he whispered to my ear. My whole body was shaking, but I wasn't scared.

—You're drunk Matthew, stop.-I tried to push him back but he kept his mouth next to my ear. He went down to my neck and started kissing it (the side of my neck that wasn't injured), I would lie if I say I wanted him to stop. But this isn't okay, he's drunk, he doesn't know what he's doing.

But I couldn't tell him to stop. The words weren't coming out of my mouth.

Then he went up again and focused on my lips, then kicked his lips to end up kissing me.
It wasn't a slow kiss, he was just sexually excited.

I stopped him when he took me to his bed and put his body above mine and started touching my leg (let's not forget I was only wearing his shirt and my underwear)

—Stop, Matthew, I'm going home- he lied on the bed next to me, no one said anything, we both were breathing really loud.

I grabbed my things and called a taxi.

(...)

You:
Can you come to my place?

Jiwoo:
I'll be there in 20.

I woke up some minutes ago.
I was still wearing Matthew's shirt.

The first thing I thought about was Matthew above me touching my bare legs.

I don't know if I'm going to be able to look at his face the next Monday.

Once Jiwoo arrived we both made breakfast, just some cereals and milk.

—Did you get home safe?- I asked

—Yes, Matthew told me you were fine so I went home, it was boring without you. -She put cereals in her mouth- I thought you were going to sleep at his house.

—No... He came at the morning drunk and...-I sighed

She started coughing— Oh my god Somin did you fuck with him?

—What are you saying?! Obviously not!-I blushed

—But something happened.

—He was drunk...-I looked to the wall

—I thought you didn't like him!

—And I don't...-she raised her eyebrows-I don't know Jiwoo... I don't know.-She smiled nicely at me- Can you stay here till tomorrow?

—Sure, I'll go get my things and I'll come.

—Fine- I smiled at her.

Im really happy to have Jiwoo as a friend, she's always supportive to me and tries to help me always. She's basically the only friend I have, well, I had taehyung before too, but now... now Is like we don't know each other anymore.

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