Insurgent // Bmin [BM x Somin] K.A.R.D

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#HappySominDay

They took me to a bar after walking for like 5 minutes.
I was the only girl on the bar, without counting the waitress.
They ordered a lot of beers and then sat on a table in the middle of the bar.
I could see some guys around me looking at me and then talking to other guys, I guess about me.

Jimin and Matthew started to talk about the race of today while I felt really awkward, also thinking that my mom is gonna discover what I did and I'm gonna be in big trouble.

—For you, Somin-Matthew said, and when I looked at him he was offering me a beer.

—I don't think I should drink...-I said unsure.

—Just one-he said. And I couldn't say no to those eyes.

I drank a little bit from the bottle and I instantly made a grimace.
It was just disgusting, I hated it but for some reason I continued drinking it.

Jimin, Matthew and I drank a big quantity of beers in like an hour.
At already 4am we were still drinking.
It felt strange, I was doing strange things.
Matthew took me home at 5am, I said thanks to him and went to my room by the window how I could.

I went to bed instantly without putting my pijamas on.
I closed my eyes.

(...)

My mom knocking my door like crazy made me wake up at 7am.
I only slept 2hours and had a big headache.
At least I remember what I did yesterday, or that's what I think.

—I'm gonna go to work, don't be late to school!-my mom shouted from the other side of the door.

I didn't remember a lot from last night.
The last thing I remember doing is coming home with Matthew, I was putting my arm around his neck and walking awkwardly while laughing and... nothing more.

I went to the bathroom and had a long shower.
After the shower my head was still hurting a lot so I ate a pill.

I arrived at school 5mins before, I told Jiwoo I wouldn't be able to go with her so I came alone.
I went to my class, biology, and sat on my seat, Jiwoo was already there, she was looking at me waiting for me to say what happened, but I just stayed in silence.

—Aren't you going to tell me what happened? You look like a zombie, Somin.-My dear friend said.

—I slept only 2 hours.

She made an "O" with her mouth and looked at me, I knew what she was thinking about.

—I didn't do anything, if that's what's in your little head.

—Then? And don't tell me you've been studying because I ain't stupid.

—I went with... Matthew-I whispered his name-to another race. He won. And then he gave me a lot of alcohol and...

—And...

—And I don't remember what happened, I mean, not everything.

—Just ask him.

—I will.

(...)

—I'm not really hungry-I said to Jiwoo who was next to me at the cafeteria.

—If you don't eat it'll all get worse-she replied to me, picking a hamburger and some fries.

I picked up a salad as I always do winning a bad look from my friend who only eats trash food.

We paid for the food and when I turned around to go and sit on our usual table I collided with someone.
I looked up hoping to see those brown eyes I loved but instead there were another brown eyes that I started to hate.

—I'm sorry-Taehyung said smiling a bit.

—No problem-I said and tried to go but he came to my way.

—Your neck... it's better-it was true, my neck was losing that purple color and was coming back to normal.-I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hit you.

—I know.

—Forgive me, Somin. I know I've been stupid this last week but it was just for one reason.

—What is it?

—Somin, I...-He started to say but closed his mouth when Matthew came and putted his arm around my shoulders, making me go closer to him.

—Hey, Somin, I was looking for you- He said, looking very happy.

—Were you?-I said confused looking at him, he smiled.

—I better be going, I'll tell you another day.

—But, Taehyung I...-I said but he started walking out of the cafeteria.

—Somin-ya-Jiwoo said to my behind me-Let's go sit. Will you come with us, Matthew?

—Of course-he said. We went to the table Jiwoo and I always sit on, Matthew hasn't took out his arm off my shoulder still, not even when we sat and I started eating my salad.

—Why are you here, Matthew?- I asked.

—Is it bad that I want to be with my dear friend Somin?-He said.

—What am I? A potato?-Jiwoo said, annoyed.

—You don't seem to be bad, I mean like you seem good, no headaches...-I said to Matthew ignoring potato Jiwoo.

—It was not my first time drinking. I am strong in that way, I wasn't really drunk. But you..-he started laughing.

—Matthew... What did I do last night?

—Nothing bad, don't worry-he said and picked one of Jiwoo's fries.

—Fuck you-she said as she saw him eating her food.