Insurgent // Bmin [BM x Somin] K.A.R.D

-15-

When I arrived to school, everything felt different, people were looking at me.
I guess it was because of what happened with Taehyung and Matthew last Friday.

I started to feel nervous, I didn't like to get attention.

I didn't see Matthew in all morning, I don't know if I should feel relieved.

I didn't see Matthew at the break time either, he hasn't come to History class today.

—Worried about your boyfriend?-Jiwoo said, taking me out of my thoughts, I guess she noticed how I was looking for him all over the cafeteria.

—He'a not my boyfriend. I'm just worried he's going to leave me cleaning the library alone.-I lied

Jiwoo didn't say anything and continued eating her lunch.

(...)

When school ended i went to the library, wishing to find Matthew there, but I didn't.

I decided to start cleaning by myself.

20 mins has passed since I started when I hear the door opening and closing.

I go to see who it is and I see Matthew wearing a black shirt with jeans and vans.
It made him look really sexy, we looked at each other for some seconds without saying a word.

He scratched the back of his head, to be honest, he looked kind of nervous.

—What a surprise to see you here-he says breaking the ice.

—I'm grounded too, remember?

—Yeah, yeah.

There was an awkward silence after that so I went back to work.

Once I decided I cleaned enough for today I went on my way to the door to get out.

Matthew was with his phone, sitting on a chair and with his legs in the table.

—See you- I simply said to him and he took his eyes off his phone for the first time.

I was about to open the door to go but he grabbed my hips and made me turn around to look at him.

He pushed me till my back touched the door.
I couldn't move.

—Matthew what are you doing?

—Don't you wanna finish what we started on Friday?-he smiled at me really close to my face. I could feel his eyes all over me, but he stopped on my lips.

—You didn't know what you were doing, Matthew- Now it was me who was looking at his lips. He licked his lips, I guess he noticed where my eyes were, and that made him look extremely sexy.

—I wasn't even that drunk-he said and after that he pushed his lips against mines.
I followed the kiss.
We started to move, without stopping kissing, we arrived to one of the tables that were on the library, I sat on it and he stayed standing.

Then we got to another level.
He took off his shirt, that was the only time we stopped kissing, he untasted the white blouse I was wearing.

I felt a little bit awkward being in bra in front of him, I've never done anything like this, to be honest, I'm still a virgin.

The door closing sound made us separate.

—Jeon, Kim?- we heard a deep voice, it was the director.
Matthew dressed up and grabbed a broom I left there before.
I quickly  went to hide behind one of these high and big bookshelfs that the library has.

I heard how the director approximated to Matthew, he was pretending to clean.

—Kim Matthew, I would never had thought I'd see you cleaning.

—Same- he said. And then I remembered that I was still in bra, I saw my blouse next to Matthew's feet, below the table.

—And where's Somin?-the director asked Matthew, looking around him. I could notice how Matthew was starting to be nervous.

—In the bathroom-he lied.

—Okay, I'll...-he looked down and saw my blouse. Fuck.-What is that?- he asked pointing at it.

Matthew looked at the blouse and picked it up from the floor.

—Oh, this? I bought it for my mother, do you like it?-he said showing the blouse to him.

—For your mother? Isn't it a bit too... tiny?

—Are you calling my mom fat?

—No, no! Obviously not, Matthew. But she's not a teenager anymore, people grow up and so do their bodies...

—So you're calling my mom old.

—No, that's not what I meant-he snorted- I have to go. Goodbye.

Matthew answered doing a reverence to him.

Matthew stayed quiet and without moving till the director walked off.

I sighed, relieved.
I walked to where Matthew was hissing my boobs and bra with my arms.

He smiled when he saw me like that.

—Give me my blouse- I said looking at the floor, I couldn't look at him at the eyes, not now.

He gave it to me but I looked at him, he understood and left the blouse on the table and turned around so he couldn't see me.

I put the blouse on, what now?

—I'm done cleaning for today.-I say and I go out of the school, leaving him there, thinking who knows what.