Dangerous Love

23. Wanting it to End

        Amanda's POV
     No one knows this, but if I can't get my baby back....... I am planning on killing myself. I just can't handle this and I want it to end.  There have been so many bad things that has happened to me and this is just pushing me over the edge. Nine months of holding my baby girl inside me and loving her, just to get her taken from me.
     I was discharged from the hospital today and I haven't spoken to anyone. My life is falling apart and I just don't want to live anymore.
        No one has heard from Sandy and we can't get a hold of her. I swear to god if she does anything to her, I will make her suffer. I already lost one baby and I don't plan on losing another.
I have been taking pills for my depression, but they make me really tired all the time and I don't want to do anything. I don't really know how thats supposed to help but oh well.

                        1 week later
          I was released from the hospital today and I haven't been eating lately. All I do everyday is wallow in my own self pity feeling sick to my stomach every single day not knowing where my precious baby girl is or what may have happened to her. For hours all I have done was just sitting in the nursery curled up with one of her stuffed animals, crying alone with the door locked.

              Sandy's POV
"We are going to be the perfect family Elena. I will do my best to give you the perfect life and make sure you never see those bad people ever again." I whispered to my baby girl as she fell asleep.
        There was a rapid knock at the door. I put Elena down and my son by his toys. I opened the door only to get shoved back by a raging Maddie. "Maddie what the hell are you doing here?" I yelled.
"How the hell could you do that! That is just pure evil! I-I mean you're lucky I don't just turn you in! Do you know how hard it is to not tell them that I know where you are?! You have no clue what you put them through- taking a child away from its own mother." You really are a bitch." She whined.
"It's not evil for your information. Everything happens for a reason. It was fate that made us run into each other that night."
"Give me her baby Sandy. Now." She demanded. Who does she think she is?
"It's my baby, not hers. And her name is Elena." I defended.
"You seriously named her? You really are a psychopath." Maddie started searching the house. "Maddie what are you doing? I think you've overstayed your welcome. You need to leave right now." She continued to frantically search.
I grabbed her arm and she gave me a dirty look. Maddie then busted into the room with the kids. I ran in after her and tried to stop her. "Maddie stop! What do you think you're doing?" I pulled her back but she grabbed Elena.
"Don't you dare hurt my baby Maddie!" I yelled. "Sandy thats only something you would do." And she ran out the door. I chased after her but she got in her car and drove off. All i could do was stand there and scream.