quiet • changki

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"changkyun come over~" kihyun whined from the other line as i groaned.

"kihyun, its 2am." i said in sort of a 'duh' tone.

"so? i wanna cuddle you again," he said as he let out a pouty breath.

"don't you have a girlfriend?" i asked confused.

"yeah but she's horny all the time and i'm currently not up for that. and you're the literally softest person ever, why would i wanna cuddle her anyway?" kihyun replied with the same 'duh' tone.

my cheeks softly started to get in a pinkish tone, i was standing in front of my mirror with my fingers threaded through my hair.

"i'll be there in a sec okay?" i said in defeat as i heard excited screaming from the other line.

--

when kihyun's house came into view, my phone buzzed.

daddy 👀💦💯👅
WAIT

daddy 👀💦💯👅
DONT KNOCK ON RHE FRONT DOOR MY MOMS SLEEPING

baby 😍💓💦😩🍑
um?????

baby 😍💓💦😩🍑
how to break into kihyuns house 101 🤔🤔🤔

daddy 👀💯💦👅
the windows unlocked so 👀

baby 😍💓💦😩🍑
okay hold on

i opened the window to see a smiling kihyun. after i took my shoes off and almost went over there his words stopped me, "baby can you close the window? its cold."

my ears perked up at the word 'baby' as i happily closed the ice framed window and trotted over to, still smiling, kihyun on the bed.

i laid down next to him with my back on his chest. he wrapped his arms around my stomach and put his head on the back of my neck.

after about ten minutes of a comfortable quiet silence i turned around and straddled his lap, "you're wearing my favorite hoodie." i gave him a smile.

"i sure am," he poked my nose, "and you're wearing my favorite hoodie."

"i know," i playfully winked until he rolled his eyes.

--

we were laying down facing each other when something in my brain suddenly popped up.

"kihyun?"

"yeah?"

"not to be that person but, this is pretty gay."

"it sure is, changkyun." he hugged me tighter. i loved kihyun's hugs they were tight and protective but still so gentle.

"but you have a girlfriend-"

"that doesn't make me straight though." he said.

"doesn't it?" i raised an eyebrow.

"not if i like girls and boys." he stated as i let out a hmph. "changkyun," he lifted my chin up slightly so i could look at him, "if me and her don't work out would you wanna give me a chance to date me? i know you've had bad past relationships and that this is so sudden but i don't want you to be a back up plan, okay? i want to genuinely fall in love with you. i love you now, but i'm not in love with you. i'm not even in love with my girlfriend. i really do appreciate every time you walk to my house just to lay with me. i love you, okay?" he said as i was still in a slightly frozen state.

now, this isn't the type of thing where kihyun and i had just met a few days ago and this confession randomly started to come out. we've been talking and being each other's 'cuddle buddies' for months now and i don't think we're gonna stop any time soon.

i gulped, "i love you too."

just not in the way he thinks i do.