i've seen the bruises, but i stayed quiet.
he asked me if i was alright, i stayed quiet.
"they'll get you on anti-depressants," i stayed quiet.
"i love you," he said. i once again, stayed quiet.
a/n im not even ready also creds 4 jj showno for letting me spoil the whole thing and gave me the idea of—
when kihyun arrived i interlaced my hands with his soft ones and dragged him upstairs (along with my wig) to the bathroom where steaming rose water sat in the bathtub. with baby pink candles neatly set on the sink
after shutting the door he wrapped his arms around my back, "what's all this for?" his lips graced my neck, my head leaning closer on his shoulder.
"for being a nice boyfriend." i mumbled the word boyfriend, not exactly knowing what to call us. "no homo though."
his lips left goosebumps all over my skin when they trailed up to my ear, "we can have a non-hetero night."
well shit.
his arms snaked under my shirt. i felt his scarred forearms gently pressing onto my stomach, slightly tickling my skin.
i allowed kihyun to pull my shirt over my head before i shyly looked down to the floor when i felt him moving around behind me, most likely taking his shirt off as well.
i didn't want to turn around due to the fact my cheeks were as pink as the water that waited for us.
"we should probably get in," he said taking his pants off. i still refused to turn around. i stayed quiet.
that was until he poked my side causing me to jolt out of my thoughts with a gasp.
i took my pants off but paused at my boxers.
"you don't have to hide yourself from me. you know i love every inch of your well being right?" he kissed my neck tenderly and mumbled, "you're my baby."
i cringed when i felt the fabric of my boxer go down my thigh, scratching one of the red lines that scattered across it as if they were broken glass
now i definitely didn't want to turn around.
and when i did, kihyun began to lie.
"you're so beautiful." im not
"my sweet angel." im crying on the inside.
"i love you." i stayed quiet.
"i love you." i whispered.
kihyun, now being fully undressed, carefully led me to the bath and helped me sit down. even though i didn't need help, i still let him.
i brought my knees to my chest, slightly feeling bad that he's the only one that's been talking.
"im sorry. i know it hurts baby," he sat behind me with myself being in between his legs. his hands lightly massaged the lines that dared to cross my thigh every once in a while.
i leaned my head back into his collarbone and sighed, loving the feeling of being touched.
i love this feeling.
only kihyun can make me feel like this
i love being touched.
only kihyun can touch me
i accidentally let out a whimper as his hand massaged my thigh a tad bit harder.
my hands flew to my mouth embarrassingly before his opposite hand glided down my arm and threaded his fingers through mine, "if you keep making those noises i'll rub you anywhere you want."
i slowly nodded my head, "more."
a/n I WAS GONNA MAKE THE ENTIRE LIKE SITUATION ONE CHAPTER BUT I HAVENT UPDATED SINCE AUGUST 29th AND I WANNA FEED YALL IM NOT DEAD YET I PROMISE
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