you traveled everywhere on my body. down my lungs and in between my thighs. into my mouth where i desperately tried to gasp for air, nothing came in. i was drowning in you.
i should have known what we had wasn't going to last forever.
it was 3 in the morning and my mind was on you.
my eyes were bloodshot from the screaming of my mother, my cheeks were puffy– trapped in the dark walls.
i should have known she was going to break me down even more.
i shouldn't have talked to you that night a year ago.
i shouldn't have leaned my head on your shoulder.
a/n
im sorry i've been slacking i've been running out of ideas for this book and shit. i might end it soon
also let me update this
in the summer this used to be my rant book (kinda??) and i liked this person for a while and then i was kind of an asshole to her i think idk it hurt a lot and we don't talk anymore, but the mom part is true still. the actions aren't 100% true it's just my imagination but it's still partially what i've wished for us. i appreciate everyone reading.
i love you
-nugs
YOU ARE READING
quiet • changki
Fiksi Penggemari've seen the bruises, but i stayed quiet. he asked me if i was alright, i stayed quiet. "they'll get you on anti-depressants," i stayed quiet. "i love you," he said. i once again, stayed quiet.
