Stalker e.g.d g.b.d

Chapter 12

When we got home I went straight to my room. I didn't want to see anyone right now, probably because I'm so emotional at the moment I would probably start crying.

I sit my bags down on the floor and I walk over to my bed and sit down. I was starting to have a really bad headache because all my mind could do was think about Ethan. All the memories I've had with him, the cries, and laughs I've had with him. It's almost like, they are gone. The person I had those memories with is just... gone.

He was my best friend, I could tell him anything. And me being his best friend I should have known why he was so distant. But the only reason why I didn't know he was so distant was because it was me. I was the reason why he was so distant from everyone, especially me and Grayson. It just didn't make any sense to me. I mean, it's not like I'm pretty, supermodel skinny, and acne free, like most girls. I'm a average girl, and I have pimples, I have some fat on me. So why would anyone like me?

I stood up from my bed, grabbed some clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower. I just needed to relax, I'm to paranoid right now.

After my shower I brushed my hair and headed downstairs. As I was walking downstairs I remembered the time when Ethan thought it was a good idea to go down the stairs in a basket blindfolded. That resulted in a angry Lisa and a broken arm. 

God I need to stop thinking about him. I walk into the living room and see Ryan and Grayson playing video games.

"What are you playing?" I ask sitting on the couch behind them
"Call Of Duty" Ryan says as he runs around like a maniac
"Oh.. nice"

I watched the boys play video games for a while and then I headed to the backyard.
"CAMERON?" I squeal as I see her sitting at the edge of the pool.
"PIPER!" Cameron yells as she runs towards me

I haven't seen Cameron in almost 6 months. She was Paris for some sort of job she was doing. Cameron was always like the older sister I never had, I could tell her anything... and when I say everything I mean it.

She runs up to me and engulfs me in a huge hug.
"It's been forever!" She hugs me tightly
"I know right! I have so much to tell you" I mumble the last part.

After dinner Cameron and I went up to my room and I told her everything that has happened, from when she left months ago, to this very day.

"I'm so sorry that has happened to you. I wish I was here with you through this all" she frowns and hugs me
"It's okay. At least I'm still alive" I lightly smile and a hug her back.

Cameron and I talked for another 2 hours before she had to leave, she was going to visit some friends.

I changed into something comfy and I went over to Grayson's room.
"I'm going to sleep in here tonight" I say getting in his bed beside him
"YAY! WE CAN CUDDLE!" He yells and wraps his arms around me, and pulls me towards him.
"Your such a kid sometimes" I chuckle
"Good. I'd rather be a kid than a 17 year old boy" he smiles
"Your a dork"

I cuddle up as close as possible to him and rest my head on his chest.
"Are you okay? You've been really quiet all day, besides when you were talking to Cam."
"Yeah, I'm good. I just needed to vent to someone."
"You could have talked to me" he grumbles
"Well you were playing video games with Ryan. I didn't want to interrupt you guys" I shrug
"Oh. Well you can always talk to me you know"
"Yes Grayson I know." I chuckle

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"PIPER WAKE UP!"

I shoot up out of bed and look frantically around the room. It was only 3 in the morning.
"You had another nightmare" Grayson looks at me concerned
"I'm sorry Gray. I didn't mean to wake you up again." I rub my eyes
"It's fine babe. Just calm down and go ack to sleep, okay?"
"Okay" I mumble.

These nightmares had become a regular thing, and there's nothing I can do about them.

I got out of bed and walked downstairs and got a glass of water.

"You okay?"

I turn around and see Ryan standing in the kitchen doorway.
"Yeah I'm good" I lie
"No your not. I can hear you yelling and crying in Grayson's room" he walks over to me and hugs me
"Your right. I'm not fine Ryan. I keep having nightmares about Ethan. They won't stop, they just keep happening every night. I can't control it, I don't know what to do" I cry on his shoulder
"Maybe you could go to the doctors. Maybe they can prescribe you some sort of medicine" he let's go of me and gets some water.
"Yeah. I'll probably do that tomorrow. But I'm going to go back to bed. Goodnight Ryan" I yawn and head back upstairs

I climb into bed with Grayson and try to fall back asleep. Hopefully tomorrow the doctor and give me some sort of medicine

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Sorry for the short chapter! Tuesday will be a longer chapter I promise!