20.Tears

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It is been a month since the accident and Bart was still unconscious

There was no where in the house I hadn't cried, living room, kitchen, dining room even the bathroom, toilet every single place, the colour in my face is gone and there was a black bag under my eye

My hair was in every direction and every form of life in me was drained, my life was miserable it wasn't even a life, I was absent minded in everything I didn't even go to school all I did was cry and I don't even know where my body for the energy to cry

I wasn't a person because I didn't have life again

My life was ruined

I went to the hospital after char, Liv and joby forced me to wear a dress the whole time I was staring into space

I stepped into the hospital and went straight into Bart's room, the nurses didn't bother questioning me because they knew who I was already.

I opened the door to Bart's room and closed my eye, I took in the regular scent of the hospital and heavily sighed.

"Hey Bart" I said

"Please could you wake up and talk to me" i said softly

"Excuse me ma'am, we have to check him up, please could you kindly help us vacate the room for two hours"  a nurse came in

I gently stood up and vacated the room without argument, I got tired of screaming a weeks ago

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I thought of where to go. I walked away from the hospital, before I knew it my legs led me to Bart's house

I slowly walked up to Bart's room like I had all the time in the world, as soon as I stepped into his room Bart's familiar scent of soft vanila hit me.

I looked around his room and smiled.
I put my head on his pillow and took a whiff of his scent. I imagined Bart next to me, then I smiled and gave into sleep, something I hadn't had in a month
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After I woke up, I walked down the stairs and it still felt like yesterday when Bart carried me up these stairs because my ankle was  sprained.

I went to the sitting room and those memories came back, memories of when I touched bart' s abs in the living room

I walked to the kitchen and cried more when I remembered how we had a food fight in the kitchen, the way my hand tried to carry as much food as I could to pour on Bart and I ended up tripping and shoving my face into the food, the way we laughed

I walked to the backyard and the memory I dreaded most, memories of when we danced in the rain, the way my eyes lit up in the rain with a set shirt and jeans,  and how we forgot our fears, how I laughed when we danced

The way Bart twirled me around and the way I fell into his hands and how we almost kissed.

I went back to Bart's hospital room, I sat down on the chair beside him and cried.

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Hey people, wow! this was one big chapter, who needs to use the restroom or go drink water? I know I do.

Take a deep breaths, you will really need it

Love lil'dabz

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