"He is awake" Dr Lee said
"I am sorry, I looked sad because my wife went into labour" he said as if reading my thought, I am seriously thinking this guy has extraordinary powers
"Can I see him" I asked
"Family first" Dr Lee said and Mrs Asher passed by me and ran into his room
A few minutes later Mrs Asher came out of the room looking really happy for the first time in a month and a week
"I am going to cook his favorite meal for him" she closed her mouth as she was close to tears, but this time happy tears
Then she left not before telling me "love covers it all" then she nodded towards Bart's hospital room
I walked slowly like it was the last steps of my life, I always wanted Bart alive but I never thought of what I would say when he woke up
When I walked into his hospital room, he was laughing at something he saw on the tv but when he saw me the smile slowly disappeared
"So, we are back to this again" I said and chuckled bitterly looking at the ground so he won't see my sadness
"I never said we should go back, you pulled us back" he said
The next thing was silence, and I knew what I needed to do at this point , my mouth opened to tell him I wasn't sure of my feelings the first time that I truly loved him but I shut my mouth close quickly.
I never really deserved anything good, not bart, or my friends, nor God, I deserved to be sad because I destroy everything that smiled just like the way I almost did to Bart
"I am leaving, I just came to check on you" I said
"Do you sincerely not have any feelings towards me" he said looking away from me.
Everything around me spun and my vision became clouded. My legs felt weak and my tongue was stuck but my words betrayed my heart
"Yes, I don't have any feelings for you" I looked away and tried to control my emotions, I tried to put on a strong face but I really can't, I love him
" My mom said you were at the hospital everyday, why would you do that to someone you don't care about" he asked
I put on a stronger look as I looked into his eye and I knew I would forever regret the next words to come out of my mouth
" So if you had died I wouldn't have felt guilty"
"I should have known, once a heartless monster always a heartless monster" Bart's sorrow was clear in his eyes as those words came out of his mouth
"I'm so glad you know that" I said putting on a fake smile and turned around
As soon As I got out of the door I fell into Char's hands with tears, I broke down and cried
I lost him and I lost him for good this time, I'm very sure of that
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Tessa, is good at putting on that mask of an heartless person, my dear Tessa
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