Will She?

21.Wake up

A big shout out to these set of people for encouraging me. On behalf of Tessa,
I just want to say a very big thank you:

Marble258
Busebun
Temmieannie

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I looked at a pale Bart and chuckled
"You never really know the value of what you have until you lose it" I softly murmured as more tears ran down my face

"Please bart, don't you dare leave me. I'm afraid...stay with me bart"

"Please don't leave me Bart,I would do anything to get you back, I need yo.." I was cut off because my throat squeezed as my heart tightened, I choked on my tears and couldn't say a word so I let my tears say it all

"Anything including pray to God" Char asked

"Don't bring that up right now" I said looking down at Bart

"You..you lost your believe in God" char sadly stuttered as

"Sometimes I think twice if there is God
Sometimes I wonder if like he says, he always got my back, Sometimes I wonder if likes he says he will be there"

"I don't want to hear anything about God, I praised him everyday, in time of peace and trouble and what did I get in return, I called him but when I needed him most he turned his back on me, I shouted and prayed and fasted in order to see you and my dad . I told him not to take my best bud and dad but what did he do he turned blind ears" i completed as tears ran down my face

As soon as I finished, Char looked at me sadly as if she was just realizing how much I have been hurt

She chuckled bitterly, "No one said, it was going to be easy and besides God had his reason, if I hadn't lost my memory would I have met Ian, would you have loved Bart the way you do now, you wouldn't have met liv, joby, terah, Randy and Ian, the goddess won't even be a place"

"Although it hurts it is always for a good ending" she concluded

"You mean a good ending like Bart having a 70% chance of dying" I said

She wanted to say something but she looked fed up of persuading me so she kept quiet and left
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I went to a church, I opened the door to the church and found the place completely empty, I went to the front and knelt before the alter, where the pastor preaches like i see in the movie.

"I know they is a possibility of these not working, but God if you are listening heal Bart, I know I don't deserve your help but Bart and Char do, they believe in you, so don't let them down, and if you could do these I will believe"

I cried and I stood up and left.

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2 weeks after

For the First time in my life, I stopped counting on days or week before graduation, I was counting in seconds, seconds of hope, hope for a miracle

I chuckled bitterly with my knee curled up in my chest sitting on a chair beside Bart

I looked towards him and chuckled bitterly "Say something bart, God I'm  really afriad

The heart beat monitor started getting faster

I pressed the emergency botton and nurses came rushing in

They pushed me behind the glass and from there I was hearing the doctors scream "take of the mask he has started self breathing"
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After an hour or two doctor Lee came out

I could spot a serious expression on doctor Lee's face as if he was about to say a bad new

"No it can't be possible" I thought to myself, I don't want Bart to die, I never even told him my feeling for him

As doctor Lee approached me, I my feet and hands suddenly became cold, I was so nervous...i was hoping for a miracle

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Hey people,

The book is coming to an end gradually
I thank all those who encouraged me, and even read the unedited chapters

I love you all