Broken And Lost (MCR × Reader)

maybe Gerard! or maybe not!

You woke up in Mikey's arms and you still felt safe, but you wanted coffee so you gently got out of Mikey's arms and walked down stairs and Gerard already had coffee made "hey" Gerard said "Hey gee" you said "did you just give me a nickname?" Gee asked me with curiosity "Yea, yea I did" you said as you didn't realize what you had called him "well I wanna ask you something" gee asked "mhm" "well um, I was, um wondering if uh maybe you, wanted to uh be my um girlfriend?" Gee sounded nervous but he thought that it was worth a shot "yes I'd love to be" you said smiling with excitement

MIKEY'S POV
When I was walking down stairs I heard
Gerard ask (Y/N) to be his girlfriend. An-and she said yes I felt like crying, so I ran upstairs and grabbed my things than ran out really fast, tears started rushing down my face as I ran home

YOUR POV
Mikey ran out and I don't know why, maybe he had plans or something. Gee told you that ray left early this morning because he was going to visit family. So it was just you and Gerard and you guys ended up watching movies and cuddling for the rest of the weekend
~~~ time skip it's Monday now lol~~~
Gerard stayed over your house and took your bus to school, you guys walked into the school and people stopped talking as you guys walked down the hallway hand in hand, all the guys talked to you just fine even Mikey, even tho it hurt Mikey, frank on the other hand just ignored you and only you, but today your parents were coming home from there buisness trip
~another amazing time skip~
You finally get home "mom, dad can I go spend the night at gerards" you asked "yea sweetie" your mom answered so you ran upstairs to pack a duffle bag worth a week of stuff because you new that you would leave some stuff there. You called Gerard and told him, and he is coming to pick you up
~Time skip again~
Gerard finally arrived at your house and you get in his car "hey baby" he says "hey gee-bear" you responded back and then you kissed him. You guys talked for the rest of the ride about school and stuff. And then you arrive at Gerard's house and you guys go inside. You see Mikey "hey mikes" you say "hey" he said in kind of a whisper but you just shook it off and thought that he was tired. You and gee go to his bedroom and watch movies, you end up staying over for 1 week. But then you have to go home, you left most of your cloths their but had your phone, charger, and headphones, you were going over Gerard's house this weekend and you couldn't wait
~Time skip it's Saturday now~
You walked into Gerard house and frank and him were sitting in the living room before you could speak Gerard said "get out" you were confused and you just said "b-but w-why w-why did I do?" Tears were ready to flow "you know what you did" he hissed "no I don't gee" you said ready to cry "DON'T FUCKING CALL ME THAT YOU WHORE" He screamed throwing a bag of all your stuff at you

MIKEY'S POV
I heard Gerard scream so I ran down stairs and saw (Y/N) running out the door with a bag of her stuff, so I chased after her "What's wrong" I said as I caught up to her "Gerard thinks that i did something wrong and called me a whore but I didn't do anything Mikey I swear" she said more tears rushing down her face "I believe you" i said

YOUR POV
Mikey asked me what was wrong so I told him "do you want me to come over to your house" he asked, I just nodded a simple yes and we walked back to his house, but I waited out side

MIKEY'S POV
I walked inside my house "WHAT THE FUCK GERARD" I screamed at him "what" he said "WHAT THE FUCK DID SHE DO TO YOU, SHE LOVED YOU AND YOU JUST BROKE HER" I was still screaming "SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.... it was me I cheated on her" his voice was fading at the end "so you called her a whore making her think she did something wrong that's fucked up Gerard" I stated as I walked back to my room packed some of my shit and started towards the front door "where are you going mikey" Gerard asked me "to comfort a girl that you just broke" u said storming out of the house

YOUR POV
"You okay mikes" I asked "yea I'm fine let's go" he said smiling, I intertwined fingers with him as he made me feel safe "you know I would never hurt you like that" Mikey said to me "I know you wouldn't mikey" you turned and smiled to him as you guys walked to your house. Finally your there and it was already getting pretty late so you guys just went up stairs to your room "I'm sorry about what happened" Mikey said looking into your eyes and then you guys just kissed and the kiss led to more
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If you guys want a smut see than I will write one and it won't affect anything in the future, but for now were just gonna skip to morning
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I woke up and realized what happened last night, I didn't regret it tho, as Mikey made me feel safe. You got out of his arms gently  and went to take a shower, when you got out and you were dressed Mikey was up "hey beautiful" he said making you blush like crazy "hey my knight and shining armor" you said and he blushed as well "wanna watch a movie and maybe cuddle" you asked him "yea I would love to" he said. So you guys ended up watching beauty and the beast, because you both wanted to be comfortable and not scared or anything. The whole time consisted of cuddles and you guys kissing. As the movie ended Gerard called you, you didn't want to answer but you did "um hi" you heard him say "what do you want" you hissed "I wanted to say that I'm sorry and you didn't do anything wrong it was me I cheated on you" you were upset but not as much because you were starting to catch feelings for Mikey and you and Gerard had only dated for 2 weeks (even tho you really did love him) and you expected this "great Gerard I don't think I'll be able to forgive you, now if u don't mind I wanna watch a movie and uh cuddle with mik- a beautiful teddy bear" then you hung  up "Mikey I was wondering if u maybe wanted to be my boyfriend, I know it's soon but I was expecting that from Gerard and you make me feel safe, uh nevermind it's too soon" you said with your voice drifting off  "yes I would love to actually" Mikey said kissing you. He stayed the night and took your bus to school on Monday, where people starred and called you names because you walked down the hall with your hand intertwined with Mikey's, but then they thought you and Gerard never happened because you guys never kissed in front of anyone, but once you got to your locker and you and Mikey had to part ways you guys kissed and when you pulled away you realized Gerard noticed and you just went to your first period class
~Time skip to lunch~
Mikey went to music for lunch to practice his bass, when you sat down Gerard wasn't there "your such a whore, do you know that" frank said "don't mind him, he is just mad that you didn't pick him and you picked Mikey" ray said making you feel better, frank looked up really quick at ray and you could tell he didn't want you to know that "well frank maybe if you weren't suck an asswipe to me than you would have a chance" you spat "I couldn't help it after I left your house i-i-i cut myself in the attempt of suiced because I didn't know how to control my feelings before and I hurt you, I felt so bad every Time I said something mean to you" he was crying, you felt bad as you had never seen Frank cry before "there, there Frankie it's okay I'll still be your friend" you told him wiping his tears away as he looked up at you and smiled. The rest of the day went pretty good
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Ok guys do you want a smut scene? And u told you frank would redeem himself. But what happened to gee will he be okay? Find out in chapter six :) and im sorry for changing to I and you a lot, I'm just writing what is comfortable