School is almost over, just one more week. And I still really haven't talked to Mikey or Gerard, but the Andy, Kellin, Vic, and Ronnie's bands are going on warped tour and I can go to and I'm so excited!
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We just got on the road and were going to our first stop, finally we get their to meet the other bands and for my luck My Chemical Romance is their, and Ray and Frank saw me and we ran up to each other, I haven't really seen them since I talked to Mikey, and they had a new frie d his name was Bob. They introduced me to him and we actually got along great. The boys and their bands were going to perform and I didn't really know anyone from Ronnie's band but Ryan and I knew Andy's whole band, I knew Tony and Mike from Vic's band and some of Kellin's band, when they went to perform I wad talking to princess fro fro and Frankie, I loved to call ray that. I mean I was older than them by a year and I failed a grade that's why I didn't graduate yet (there are new things you guys are gonna find out, during chapter) I looked over and saw "Wait is that, no it can't be them" I said "who" ray and frank said "it's brendon and some other kids, and josh and Tyler, from music" I yelled "Wait where" frank asked "over there" I said walking towards them "you guys are in a band" I asked all three of them (sins came on when I was writing that line God damn it beebo) "I'm in a diffrent band with my boyfriend it's called Panic! At The Disco" brendon said "And my and josh are in a band it's called Twenty Øne Piløts" Tyler said "oh, who's your boyfriend" I asked brendon "his name is Ryan, Ryan Ross, he didn't go to our school" brendon said "oh" I said "well I habe to get back to ray and frank, I'll be seeing you guys a lot" I said walking away "Their in bands to" I told the 2 boys "Really who knew?" Frank said and we started laughing "yea and brendons boyfriend but his name sounded so familiar" you said trying to remember where you have heard his name from then you remembered "Ryan Ross was my childhood bully" you yelled and ran back to brendon "were is your boyfriend" you asked "I'm right here you" you turned to see Ryan "Hi Ryan remember me I'm (Y/F/N)" you said "no not really" Ryan said "are you sure because, you sure remembered me when you would beat me up back in elementary school everyday" you said to him "Wait your the little girl I used to hurt everyday, damn you've changed a lot and can I say you look hawt" he said "okay than, I'm leaving" you said and went back to ray and frank, you guys talked until they had to perform and the boys came back and you guys hung out for awhile and you were getting uncomfortable because everyone was staring at you really weird except Andy, so you pulled him aside "why are all of them grilling me like I'm the last piece of pizza" you asked "I don't know, but just sit next to me" he said and you nodded a yes and sat next to him in the corner, you realized that Andy saw the guys grilling you. "Why the fuck are all of you grilling my sister" Andy said to them and they all kind of got uncomfortable and didn't say anything
~Time skip~
I've been on tour with them for 2 weeks and me and Kellin are kind of dating but kind of not also I just went on a walk for awhile sense there wasn't a show today I should be back to the busses in like 10 minutes............... finally I'm back at the busses and when I got their, I didn't see anyone, I walked into kellin's bus bc we all just walk onto each other's busses, well when I walked into kellin's I saw no one but I heard noises from the bedroom as I got closer I heard moans, they sounded like kellin's and a girls, I ran and I ran to Brendon's bus because I was good friends with him now and I came up with the nick name beebo, i got to his bus and walked on, I was crying. I walked over to him and Ryan and just cried into their arms finally I told them what happened and the only thing beebo and Ryan could say was "that fucking ass" I've never seen them So pissed before and Andy's band wasnt back from where ever they were yet. It was late and i was tires so i just slept at beebos bus
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I went back to my bus to take a shower and get changed, when I walked on i saw Kellin, he tries to give me a hug and kiss but I ignored him, when he started to talk to me I ignored him again and then I did something I didn't think I would do again. I got the blade and slid it across my skin after the shower than I changed my cloths again, and wrapped my arms and put on a sweatshirt I grabbed my phone and went back to beebos bus, but when I got out the door Andy grabbed my wrist which hurt a lot, he didn't even know that I did that yet, "what's wrong, your acting strange" Andy asked you "nothing" you replied (sorry for changing it between "you" and "i" it's just easier that way) "I SAID WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON" Andy screamed and kellin and the rest of bvb ran out of the tour bus, you quickly pulled ur arm and ran to beebos bus in tears "did u hear it" I said "Yes I heard it munchkin" beebo said "I heard it to pumpkin" Ryan said, you knew they cared about you. So you cried in their arms once again and they said you could stay with them if u wanted, and u did so u went o go get your stuff quick like, but of course they still had to be there, so u just went to the back and grabbed all your shit and walked towards the door "where the fuck are you going" Andy asked as you still walked towards the door "Ok fine don't answer me u little cunt" Andy spat, u didn't like that so u turned around "what did u just call me"-y (I'm gonna put "y" for you and "A" for andy) "I called you a cunt"- a "wow I thought you were better than this Andy, you call your sister a cunt, but why?"-y "why? Like you don't know, you cheated on Kellin"-a "you have that switched I walked on kellin's bus and he was fucking some girl" you started crying as you said that "ask brendon and Ryan, I ran to them crying while Kellin was fucking some bitch" you were balling your eyes at this point and Andy looked ready to beat Kellin, but u just ran to beebos bus
I'm stopping this chapter here but ahhh there is some many twists and shit in this I can't like sometimes I just write what comes to mind but I usually have ideas ahead of time but love u guys and what do u guys think of this chapter?
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