Commitment [Grimmjow X OC Story: Sequel to Wanted]

The Truth

Zaraki obviously wasn't pleased about hearing that you were going to lunch with Grimmjow. What was wrong with eating back at the Shop? Why go to lunch with that immitation blueberry anyways?

"Go get that brat and bring her back here Yumichika." Zaraki addressed annoyed as he layed on the back porch in a lazy state.
"Heh?" Yumichika questioned with a surprised look. If he had to bring you back, he would have to face Grimmjow. And to Yumichika, Grimmjow wasn't what he would call 'beautiful' enough to fight... well not completely anyways.

"Bring Ikkaku with you." Zaraki ordered once more.
"But Captain-" Ikkaku tried to persuade. There was no point in bringing you back to the shop for multiple reasons.
One: You would fight back.
Two: Grimmjow would fight back. Three: There was no more food anyways.

"Just go get her!" Zaraki barked, sending Yumichika and Ikkaku running out of the shop in a frenzy.

The thought of having lunch with Grimmjow was quite... awkward. You don't even remember ever having lunch alone with Grimmjow, even in Hueco Mundo. Then again, you were barely fed there.

"Yo woman." Grimmjow called out to you in front of you. "Stay here." Grimmjow commanded as he walked into a small shop.
"Umm... ok." You answered slowly.

Grimmjow walked out of the shop, his usual bouquet of blue roses in hand. But as Grimmjow had walked out, Grimmjow couldn't help but grind his teeth at the scene in front of him.

There you were with some other guy! And this guy, was he... flirting with you!?

"You're really cute."
"Uhh, thanks." You answered sheepishly. "I should get going..."
"Where're you going?" The young man persuaded as he had suddenly grabbed a hold of your wrist, surpising you.
"Can you please let go?" You asked in a polite yet threatening matter.
"Why the rush?" The man asked with a cocky grin.
"I said let go." You said once more, trying to pull your arm out of his grip. You could easily just bop him in the throat and run... but you technically weren't allowed.

"Get the fuck off my woman!" A booming voice yelled. Turning your head around, you were surprised you could even feel Grimmjow's high level of reiatsu. You thought his strength would have been reduced greatly because he's under house arrest. But it didn't feel like his strength was decreased at all. Or maybe you were just weak...

Grimmjow, with a murderous glare, walked up to you as the man let go of your arm.

"Here." Grimmjow grumbled as he pushed a bouquet of blue roses into your arms.
"Grimmjow-" You tried to say as Grimmjow walked past you, and towards the man who was backing off.
"Hey man, I didn't know she was taken!" The man said as he held his hands in front of him. "Calm down buddy!"
"I'm not your fuckin' buddy." Grimmjow answered as he raised his fist.

"Grimmjow!" You suddenly yelled as you wrapped your arms around his launching arm. Surprised you were able to stop him, Grimmjow began to wave his arm out of your grip in annoyance.

"What the fuc-"
"Thank you for the flowers." You interrupted as you didn't let go. "They're nice."
"What the fuck are you doing bitch!?" Grimmjow yelled as he continued to make you let go of him. "Let go so I can kill this bastard!"
"I thought we're on a date." You suddenly said, an innocent tone to your voice.

Once more, Grimmjow was surprised by the word used. 'Date'. He knew he was taking you out to lunch, but he never considered it a date. For as far as he was concerned, he wasn't ready for one. But as he thought about it, this would be the first time he would be having lunch alone with you. This would be the first time he would be doing something for you, and not the other way around. This was so much more different then when he went out with other women. With other women, he did it for the sex at the end. But this, he wasn't ready for this.

"Yeah." Grimmjow mumbled. "We're on a date... Let's go." Grimmjow said as he pulled you along, holding your hand gently, trying not to crush it because of his anger.

"Thank you." You said softly. "Thank you for helping me."
"Tch." Grimmjow replied. "Why the fuck did you stop me?" Grimmjow asked irritated. It's been to long since he's killed someone, and he at least wanted to beat the guy up.
"Cause you'll get in trouble." You answered simply. "If you hurt anyone, you'll be sent to Seireitei for judgement on your actions. And if your actions are severe, you will be killed."
"So?"
"So? I don't want you to leave Grimmjow."
"Tch." Grimmjow answered annoyed once more. "You would know a lot about fcukin' leaving people behind wouldn't you."
"What is that supposed to mean?" You had questioned back offended.
"You fcukin' left me behind!" Grimmjow shot back. "I should leave your ass, the same way you left mine!"
"Then why don't you leave!" You screamed back, your eyes rimming with tears. "If that's how you felt all this time, why bother taking me out? Why bother coming back!?"

"Because I..." Grimmjow tried to explain, only to growl out in annoyance. He didn't know how to describe how he was feeling. Or how to apologize for the words he had said.
"Because what!?" You yelled. "Because you feel bad for me!? Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez, I don't need your sympathy!"
"I'm not giving you my damn sympathy!" Grimmjow yelled as he grabbed a hold of your arms. "I'm trying to show you that I fuckin' love you dumbass!"

At that moment, you simply blinked back with wide eyes. Even the people around you had stopped after hearing the sudden outburst.

"You never change Grimmjow." You suddenly said, not even flinching from Grimmjow's tight grip on you. "You're always yelling at me, fighting and insulting me. You're the sixth espada, a soldier in Aizen's army, you are the aspect of destruction. Feelings of happiness and love towards people don't exist to you." Grimmjow's grip only loosened slightly as his expression slightly softened up, realizing the words you said to him.

"Kagami..."

"But because those emotions don't exist to you..." You began to say again. "... You still never understand the feelings of happiness or love that I feel towards you. I never loved you Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez." You admitted, causing Grimmjow to look at you with wide eyes. He didn't know what to make of this confession, and it seemed like he had wasted all his time trying to win you back. Grimmjow only looked to the ground with a hard expression, like a child who couldn't get what he wanted.
"But I grew to love you." You finally said, causing Grimmjow to look back up at you once more.

For awhile, you and Grimmjow simply stared back at each other, not saying a word to each other. It was an awkward confession, and it was in public. Embarrassing.

"C'mon." Grimmjow said as turned around, his back facing you as one hand was in his pocket. "Let's go." Grimmjow said as he started walking off.

Following closely behind, you watched as one of Grimmjow's hands hanged limply beside him, instead of being in it's pocket like it usually was. Taking that as permission, you gently took a hold of his hand, and in return, he held onto yours.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you." You apologized.
"Whatever." Grimmjow answered. "I deserved it."
"I know you did." You answered gently as you reached up and gently kissed his cheek. "I'm still sorry."
"I'm sorry about what I said." Grimmjow finally admitted. "About leaving you, and for everything else I've done."
"I know..." You answered, leaning your head onto Grimmjow's shoulder. "... I forgive you."

End.