Commitment [Grimmjow X OC Story: Sequel to Wanted]

The Friends

And that was how Grimmjow was for the rest of the night as well. Grumpy. Even dinner, which he had requested, didn't even seem to faze this man and his thoughts.

"Grimmjow." You called out the blue haired man as he simply played with his food.
"What?" He asked irritated, his eyes never leaving his plate.
"You're not touching your food."
"I'm not hungry." Grimmjow stated as he stood up from the table and walked away, his food untouched.

"Well that was rude." Jinta stated as he shoved a chunk of his steak into his mouth. "He didn't even excuse himself from the table." Jinta continued, food in his mouth.
"Jinta- kun, you shouldn't talk with your mouth full." Ururu stated in the background, causing Jinta to bully her at the dinner table.

While Tessai tries to break up the two, you as well as many others watched Grimmjow walk away from the table. None of the others are bothered by the sudden motion, but they are surprised that he didn't even bother to touch his food. In most probability, you were the only who worried about Grimmjow's actions. For Grimmjow to walk away from a steak... is like him walking away from battle. It never happens.

That same night, while everyone slept, Grimmjow had snuck downstairs to the kitchen. Like it had been said, Grimmjow walking away from a steak, is like him walking away from battle.

Grimmjow sat outside on the porch of the balcony as he ate his late night dinner, with the most unusual company, Grimm. The now big white cat sat beside Grimmjow while he ate, staring up into the same full moon as Grimmjow did.

"Does it bother you?" A sudden voice had asked behind Grimmjow, causing him to quickly spin around. Grimmjow couldn't help but growl at the man with orange hair before him.
"Get lost Kurosaki." Grimmjow muttered as he turned back around, avoiding eye contact with Ichigo.
"Does it bother you?" Ichigo asked once more.
"What are you even doing here Kurosaki?" Grimmjow growled in response.
"Did you forget I had dinner here too?" Ichigo asked. "And I was just leaving, Tessai just finished bandaging me up after training with Ikkaku."
"So leave."
"I'll leave when you answer my question." Ichigo stated. "Does it bother you?"
"What the fuck are you talking about?" Grimmjow asked irritated. "Does what fuckin' bother me?"
"That Kagami is leaving."

At that moment, Grimmjow had stayed completely quiet, and his eyes seemed to concentrate more on the moon.

"No." Grimmjow answered finally, which surprised Ichigo greatly.
"It doesn't bother you that Kagami is leaving soon?" Ichigo questioned. "She's going to go back to Soul Society and who knows if she will return this time." Ichigo explained, he really didn't understand Grimmjow sometimes.
"No it doesn't fuckin' bother me that that woman is leaving me behind again!" Grimmjow yelled in frustration as he stood up and turned to yell at Ichigo. "And it doesn't fuckin' bother me that I'll never see her again! I am the aspect of destruction, the sixth espada! This shit will never bother me!"

Ichigo understood that someone who was created with the soul purpose of destruction in mind, would only ever understand the feeling of such. But if Grimmjow was destruction, then surely he understood the feelings of 'lost' it created, the chain of emotions that follow destruction. For one could not understand pleasure, if they didn't understand pain.

So Ichigo understood, that Grimmjow was simply lying to himself.

"Fine, if you say so." Ichigo said as he shrugged his soldiers, placing his hands behind his head, and then turned around. "But if you ask me, you should make the last few days meaningful."
"No one fuckin' asked you damn strawberry." Grimmjow mumbled.
"Even if you don't want to do it for yourself, at least do it for her." Ichigo said as he began to walk away. "Dumbass blueberry."