WALLS(Zayn Malik A.U)

chapter 1-reality

I have no idea how much I just screamed but the screams won't stop. I rushed over to Christian's body getting him down from the ceiling.

"CHRIS" I screamed.

He's going to wake up he's fine he perfectly fine he's going to wake up and sing to me like how he always does.

"CHRIS, wake up baby, wake up" I sobbed.

He's going to be fine I know it he always gets over things easily he's going to wake up any second now.

"Do you believe in love" Chris asked me as we sat next to the beautiful oak tree in our favorite park.

"I can honestly say I never thought about it" I answered."why"

"because I can honestly say that I am madly in love with you Ava Grace".

I felt my eyes begin to water I know I feel the same way I've always known.

"And I love you Christopher James"

"BABY, wake up" I yelled.

He has to be okay, I was shaking but I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed nine-one-one.

"Its going to be okay" I said although it was more to myself than him.

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"Mrs.James" The doctor said repeatedly trying to help out Christian's mother as mine did the same for me.

"We...We were flying to London tomorrow" I sobbed. "We were visiting Big Ben everything is supposed to be okay"

"I'm so sorry baby I'm so sorry" My mother has been repeating the same thing constantly.

I let out a loud scream as I allowed my body to crash on the cold hospital floor, everything seems cold now.

I couldn't breathe my lungs just forgot how to work,My heart as such a pain that's it so undescribable because I was just hit with the reality that I will never wake up in his arms again. I will never go for a swim with him again he's gone.

We will never visit the oak tree again.

I kept letting out blood-curdling screams this isn't a dream this is real.

"Why" I yelled.

My body went limp again as I saw doctors sliding his body in a gurney with a white sheet covering him. I mustered up all my strength and ran towards it.

"No" I screamed.

Two other voices screamed it as well Christians mother and my brother who managed to grab me and pull me away.

"Ava, Ava look at me...Av's please look at me" My brother pleaded as I sobbed uncontrollably.

I finally obeyed and he grabbed my cheeks and kissed me on the forehead.

"Chris hated when you cried" He said.

"Danny he's f*cking gone" I cried.

"Where do you see yourself in ten years" Christian asked.

He was such a deep thinker, and he loved expressing his thoughts with me. He was funny,perverted,cute,and everything good he was my everything.

"Where ever you are" I answered dramatically slamming my hand to my heart.

He chuckled as did I.

"your so cheesy and that's a beautiful sound" He said.

"what's a beautiful sound"

"your laugh"

I blushed

"look who's cheesy now" I teased.

"Ava"

"mmhm"

"In ten years I see myself with you as well"

"Ava" My brother called snapping me out of those beautiful memories.

I didn't respond instead I stepped out of his car and trudged up into my room.

"WHY DID YOU DO IT" I yelled taking the lamp from my desk and slamming it to the wall.

I continued to slam things and break everything I stopped when something crunched underneath my foot.

I looked down to see my favorite picture of Christian and I standing underneath the oak tree in a frame that he gave me.

"No,no,no,no,no"

I tried fixing it but the pieces were completely shattered and unable to be fixed.

A perfect representation of my heart.

A/N

hi first chapter here ya go I know its sad and stuff but it'll get better(in a long time) :) just kidding...maybe

oh here's one for the feels

Christian is played by Mr. Niall Horan

goodnight

~Lyssie