WALLS(Zayn Malik A.U)

ochapter 7-unwanted help

*AVA*

All I saw was darkness and the smell of disinfectant and sadness filled the air. My fingers began to caress a soft and thin blanket. Multiple beeps were being echoed throughout wherever I was. Pills, tears, and screams invaded my mind and suddenly I realized what's going on. I'm at the hospitable.

There was a dull pain in my stomach and I tried opening my eyes once I did my suspicions were confirmed I'm in a hospitable room. I gathered all my strength to try and move around once I did I saw my mother in a chair sleeping and my brother in a different chair resting as well.

The feeling of regret and anger overtook my entire being. I tried to kill myself but I want to I actually wanted it. I still do. I managed to move my body around a bit and my motion caught the attention of my brother who was beginning to wake up as well.

"A-Ava oh my God Av's" My brother called causing me to groan.

He rushed over to me and wrapped his buff arms around my fragile body. His lips pressed tightly against my cheek.

"Ava you idiot" He said it was only until just now that I realized he was crying.

"AVA!" I recognize that voice from anywhere, my mom joined Danny to shower me in affection.

"I'll go get a doctor" Danny said then left the room.

"Why? Ava honey how could you do that to us" My mom asked.

"Mom please you...you just don't get it." I said.

"What...What would have happened if we didn't walk in" She asked.

"I dunno"

"Ava Grace we-" My mother was cut off by the doctor knocking on the door frame of the hospitable room.

"Hello Ava how are you feeling" He asked me.

He was at least in his late thirties he had an odd scar on his left hand.

"As good as anyone else who failed suicide" I answered causing my mother to begin crying.

"Yes well you nearly succeeded thank God you hadn't"

I rolled my eyes at his statement, no F*uck you God I didn't want to survive this.

"well your vitals and heart rate seem perfectly fine" The doctor after staring at a clipboard he was holding and checking the machinery I'm connected too.

"I'm doctor Kollar by the way, we have another doctor coming to check on you as well she should be here in a few" He said.

"Why do I need two doctors" I asked. My mother ,squeezed my hand and began rubbing my back. I know these moves she's hiding something isn't she.

"There's a facility were want you to go too for a while" She answered.

"A facility" I repeated as a question.

"Yes its for people like you who have tried killing themselves or harming themselves." She explained.

There's no way they are sending me off to a nut house no. Absolutely not there's no way I'm going.

"No, mom no. There's no way in hell I'm going to a psycho house" I said.

"Ava please calm down you need help you need to heal you need this facility" This time it was my brother who spoke I hadn't even realized he came back in.

"NO! No I'm not going NO" I protested.

"Ava you have no choice" My mom said

"yea well we'll see"

*ZAYN*

My entire body jolted and m finger pressed against the trigger causing a bullet to escape and smash through my window. My head turned to see my sister who screamed my name with a horrified look on her face and my mum who had recently appeared behind her with a matching horrified look.

"Zayn" My sister repeated this time dully and with no life to her voice.

My mother began gaping like a fish tears streaming down her face. I didn't have the balls to even look at her so. decided to cast my eyes downward and let the fun tumble to the ground. A pair of hands grabbed my face and forced me to look my mum in the eyes.

"Zayn what have you done....what were....Oh Zayn" My mother could barely form a coherent sentence and it utterly broke my barely there heart.

"Mum I just please....I"

"Why Zayn Why" She questioned I peeled my eyes from her gaze to meet those of my sister who was beginning to start  crying uncontrollably.

"I'm sorry" I spoke and joined my mum and sister in their act of crying their eyes out.

~

"Zayn I um made some calls" My mother announced as she walked into the living room where I was sat sipping on a cup of tea she recently made me.

"Here in Vancouver they have this wonderful place where people send their family members from all around Canada and America even back home in the U.K"

"Mum where are you getting at" I asked impatiently.

"Its called Laurens-hill its a facility for people who have attempted suicide and Zaynie I think-"

"NO, Mum I don't think so your not sending me off to a random place" I complained.

"Zayn I will never be able to forget what happened today now I'm begging you, please"

"MUM NO"

"Do it for me for your sister......do it for Christina"

I was twenty seconds from smashing my tea mug on the oak wood floor until she said that. Oh Christina. I just want her here with me to help me figure all of this out. Christina why can't you be here right now.

"I'll do it"

A/N

HI

this story is going to change a bit from here on out okay so please vote and comment.

~Lyssie