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*AVA*
Two mother f.ucking weeks I've spent so far in this hell hold. My parents visited the other day to check on me but, I oddly wasn't as excited to see them as I thought. I honestly have no idea why. I walked down the hall and stepped in front of the huge wooded door for my session with Margaret.
"Ava dear."
"Hey" I lamely responded taking my usual seat on the love seat.
"Today I um, have something to talk to you about."
You always have something to talk to me about isn't that the point of these damn sessions!
"What is it" I questioned already becoming impatient and picking at my nails.
"Your late boyfriend Christian um, well you see a family moved into his house-"
"What is going on" I asked tears forming. I literally haven't heard or spoken his name in awhile.
"A young girl found a journal under the floor board of his old room...here"
She handed me an old black and unfamiliar journal. I snatched it from her small hands and opened it.
"His family says you can have it they haven't even looked at it."
I opened up to a random page and began reading completely ignoring Margaret's presence.
August 27th.
She cheated on me, she actually cheated on me. I know I said things I should NOT have said but, she cheated. What happened to "first and only". I said horrible horrible things to her the other day but I cant believe she actually was with another guy. It hurts, it really f.ucking hurts I feel like I just fell off a 30 meter tree but, it was my fault for climbing it. The craziest thing about all of this is that I still love her with all my soul. I don't know if I can forgive her fully, but I know for sure I will never forget. Why Ava why?
A million knives just slammed into my body simultaneously. I can't control the tears falling from my eyes. I forget about being in Margaret's office and I stop paying attention to how she stares at me. I remember that like it was yesterday though it was the summer of junior year. I remember the horrible fight Chris and I got into that led to me getting drunk at a party. Which eventually led to me having sex with some random senior.
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FanfictionHe took another hit at his cigarette then finally turned to face me. "What's the point of living if your not alive" He asked. "Who's said I wanted to be alive" I retorted. He laughed the smoke blew in my direction. "Join the club sweetheart" He does...
