Shawn Mendes Imagines

Insecure

"Y/N you have to focus!" My nerd boyfriend, Shawn exclaimed.

"No! I wanna sleep." I hiss by rolling over on my bed. I heard him sigh and close his History book.

"But Y/N, education is important."

"So is sleeping!" I turned around and there he was. My adorable yet handsome boyfriend of a year wearing his shaped like Harry Potter glasses, a black and blue flannel with black skinny jeans. "Come on baby boy, lets cuddle and I promise to study after dinner." I whined.

"Promise?" He asked.

"Promise." I smiled at him. Shawn collapsed next to me and pulled me closer to his chest where I nuzzled my head in the crook of his neck.

"How did I get so lucky to have such an amazing boyfriend." I muffled into his neck.

"No, how lucky did I get to claim such a wonderful girl as mine?" He imitated.

"I love you Shawn."

"I love you too baby girl." He crashed our lips together and placed both arms onto my waist. Shawn turned us over so that he was above me. It always felt like a million fireworks were exploding whenever Shawn kissed me. He brought me warmth by just loving me. He was perfect.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. He asked for entrance with his tongue and I denied it to tease him. "You little tease." He muttered before grabbing my ass causing me to gasp.

He took that chance to slip his tongue in. I was a moaning mess as we fought with our tongues.

I pulled away and he continued to leave kisses around my neck and jaw line.

"Mhhhmmm Shawn." I moaned.

He pulled away and looked at me smirking. "My little nerd isn't so innocent huh?" I asked him.

"Only for you baby girl." He smirked.

"So have you thought about our color theme for prom?" I asked him as I sat up.

"I don't think I want to do the whole prom thingy Y/N." He said.

"Why?" I asked confusingly.

He sighed and laid his head into my lap causing me to play with his messy hair.

"Your gonna win Prom Queen and I am sure Cameron is gonna win Prom King and I don't want to see you two dance together." He admits.

"Baby boy," I look down at his sad eyes. "Even if I have to dance with Cameron if I win Prom Queen it doesn't mean anything." I explain to him.

Suddenly Shawn gets up roughly from his place on my lap.

"Yes it does! I don't want to see you with another man! Your mine!" He exclaims.

"I know I am yours." I reply.

"I want to be the one who gets to dance with you once you get called out for the title you are meant to be." I blushed at his sweet answer.

"Then why don't you campaign for Prom King?" I asked him.

"Who would vote for me? I mean who is gonna vote for a pathetic nerd." He sighed while sitting up slowly and turning away.

I lifted up his chin with my soft hands and turned his head so he was facing me. "Baby boy, your not just some pathetic nerd, your everything a girl wants." I took off his glasses and set them on my night stand so I can stare I to his beautiful hazel eyes. "Anyone who wouldn't want to vote for you his pathetic. You are my handsome smart, kind hearted muffin boy. And I love you for whoever you are." I brought my lips yo his and gently kissed him. Not like before which was rough and passionate, but sweet and gentle.

He pulled away with his glossy eyes. "Thank you Y/N." He sniffled.

I embraced him as he quietly sobbed into my shoulder. "Don't cry baby boy," I gently massaged his back and laid us down. "Everyone has insecurities. But our insecurities is what makes us stronger as a person. One day you'll look back and laugh at how you were so worried for such a little thing. But that's what makes us who we are. Even if people see you as a dorky Harry Potter fan, I see you as a sweet and loving muffin boy who cares so much for his music and for the people he loves the most. I don't care if people tell me that is wrong for me to date you. They don't have a say in our relationship. I'll always love you." He removed his head from my chest and looked up at me with his puffy red eyes.

"You really mean that?" He innocently asked.

"Every word." I smile at him.

"I love you so much Y/N, especially your ass." I groaned as he chuckled.

"I love you too Shawn."
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*2 years later*
(Illuminate World Tour - Los Angeles Staples Center- July 12, 2017)

"Thank you LA for having me!" Shawn announced to the screaming crowd of fans.

Andrew and I were monitoring his actions as he had just finished Treat You Better last because he released the music video exactly one year ago.

"It has always been a dream for me to perform at LA since I was just a little dorky kid making covers," I smiled at my proud boyfriend as the crowd sent waves of screams. "And here I am, wow." He laughed into the mic.

Andrew and I laughed along from backstage. All of a sudden Shawn's facial expressions drop. "But of course this experience wouldn't be happening for the love of my life." He was tearing up.

"What is he doing?" I whispered to Andrew.

He shrugged. "As you know, when I started making covers I wasn't always this, how do you say it, appealing?" Everyone burst into laughter and awwww's. "But this one person, this one special girl, stuck with me no matter what came in between us." My heart tingled and my eye sight became blurry due to the tears forming in my eyes.

"She was the popular girl everyone loved and I was just a nobody, but in her eyes, I was a somebody. She didn't see me as a weak and nerdy kid everyone else saw me as, but a sweet, caring and loving boy. I had so many insecurities back then, but she made me feel so special and loved that I have forgotten about them. She had faith in me and would never give up on me no matter what people would tell her. She rised me up from the ashes and lights up my world no matter how dark it is."

Hot tears were spilling our of my eyes. Shawn had turned to face me from backstage him crying as well. "I had no one until she came into my life. None of this would be happening if it wasn't for her. Thank you for believing in me. I love you Y/N." He cried into the microphone.

Andrew pushed me on stage so I was standing before thousands of people. They were all cheering for me as I buried my face into my hands.

I felt Shawn's arms wrap around me and mire ferocious cheers. "Thank you." He whispered to me.

"Anything for you baby boy." I choked out.

He brought his mouth up to the microphone for the last time tonight.

"Thank you for being The Life Of My Party."

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A/N: So my dad ordered me a Shawn Mendes Illuminate Time Hoodie for my Birthday and it comes tomorrow!!! 😊