No amount of apologies can ever fix what I took apart, I was reckless and too blind to see what was coming next. A day never passes that I don't regret losing you and destroying myself in the process. I had a dream about you recently, it felt so real. I didn't want to wake up and leave you again, your smile seemed so real. I deserve this anyways, I'd rather be alone than to be hurting you again. It's just hard to forget everything and no, I don't expect any sympathy from you. I'm a jerk and I hate myself for ever losing sight of what I loved. I know I'm still young and that there'll be lots of other people i'll meet, but none of them could fill the spot you made in my heart. Life still goes on even without the person you love, I just wish it didn't have to be that way. I know I can't take a hint, you've moved on and I accept it.
