Today was one of the worst days ever. I missed the bus at the end of the day, so i went to the office to call my parents so they could pick me up, when i got inside the office the receptionist asked me my name and she pulled up all the numbers listed by my name and we tried calling them all, but no one answered. both of my parents phones just went to voicemail and i couldn't reach them so they called the police to take me home, but the address listed on my account was my grandmas house. I went in the police car and i was so scared, i felt stupid and humiliated and i knew i was gonna be in trouble. after i got dropped off i went to knock on my grandmas door but no one was home, so i had to walk to my house and i was so hot and tired. it felt like i was gonna pass out and when i finally made it to the apartments my parents car wasnt there so i just sat by our door and i cried. A little time passed and they came home and they told me to get in the car with them and as soon as i got there my mom started yelling at me for not knowing the right numbers and we yelled back and forth and she blamed me like always. it was her fault that she didnt put the right information, but she always has excuses and she blames me for everything bad that has ever happened. we just kept on yelling and it was hard for me to speak since i was crying so i just told her to leave me alone and then she said if i wanted to be alone i shouldnt of came home. after that i felt so out of it. I just want to be loved, is that really too much to ask for? I just feel so worthless.
