Today was the first day of school and I was screaming inside the whole bus ride there,but our bus had gotten there late and I had to rush to class but I didnt know where it was and I felt so stressed out about it jhdskfh i eventually found it and everything started looking up until everyone started noticing me and until i saw someone walk past me hh i saw that person more than once and i was so scared and nervous about being noticed that i literally covered my face while walking gdsjf i bet i looked so dumb pfft i was doing okay until 8th period until my old "friend" asked if we were okay after everything that had happened between us and i just said i guess but on the inside i was still upset about it hh i mean he was my friend and then now i feel so undermined by him and its just so embarrassing. i thought about what he said and it really made me want to cry, because it brought up alot of old buried feelings and it was just a horrible experience all together. I feel so lost in my own head kskkfdfksg
