Oooooof it's been so long since I've vented on here, I kinda just kept it in but it's not working anymore and I dont feel okay with talking about it with other people. plus I feel like I can't trust them with what I say and it's hard to feel that the person you're venting to actually cares kskshdh whooo now let's just get on with it now. I relapsed a couple of days ago and I did it on my arm this time and I don't know why???2?2? I've just been so down and it feels like my whole world is caving in on itself. I don't know what to do anymore and I just want it all to stop. I'm so tired of feeling empty every day and it kills me to know that I question my own worth. I know people matter and stuff, but I dont feel that at all.
