uhhh henlo, it's been forever since i've ranted on here and it feels really weird to be doing it again. I really don't have too much to rant about, but i honestly don't know how to feel anymore; I don't understand what's happening to me and it makes me so upset and frustrated ug. It's so hard to think straight and I've been having so much trouble sleeping recently, i feel like a zombie and i hate it so much. my head literally feels like it's about to explode and it hurts so bad hh. i havent done anything dumb to myself recently, but i get so many urges and i dont have anyone to actually open up to and all of it builds up on me and uguhg im not happy.
