I don't really know if you're reading this, but most of this is for you and for me also (minus all the weird story stuff, that was for instagram.). I just feel really empty and I guess this is my way of kind of staying in contact with you. I don't hate you or anything it's just that my emotions control what i say or write and I'm sorry if it made you feel bad in anyway. I just needed to let that out some way and I just turned into all these stories and poems. I really feel like this gets annoying a lot, but it's all I feel. Pain and regret. This is the only way I can talk to someone even if it's just me writing about myself.
