It's my birthday today and I feel kind of put down by it. I don't mean to sound selfish or anything, but today was supposed to be my day; It only happens once a year and it's great and all but I expected more (expected more happy birthdays and talks with my friends) So far I haven't gotten any and I remember staying up the whole night just to see the 14 got to 15 and I expected someone to send me a paragraph at 12 saying all this good stuff, but no one has and it makes me kind of sad because that's what i've done to them. Especially my old "bestfriend" It's like she hasn't even acknowledged or remembered what day it is. Birthdays are such a big let down and I feel really stupid for actually expecting anything, It's just like any other day.
