Ghost Whisperer//MARCEL FANFIC **ON HOLD**

Part 59

Song: We Can Hurt Together
Artist: Sia

'Shadow Boxer' (the title) was inspired by an episode of Ghost Whisperer. I forgot to mention.😜

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Marcel's POV

I am so stupid.

How could I be so obtuse, ludicrous, thick-headed, so stupefied? I made her upset how could I do such a thing when I never want her to ever feel that way because of me. She was already feeling like vain about not being useful. Then I had to go and screw her up some more, how could I?

I let my feelings get in the way and now I have a price to pay. Kissing her was a mistake. It was so inappropriate and it should have never happened. My jealousy and love became stronger whenever I was around her. The way I saw her get out the car of none other then Zayn's had left me at raged and I couldn't control my tone. I couldn't control what was not even mine.

Why did I do it? I don't know. But I can't help the way I feel I'm just upset she didn't feel the same. Of course why the heck did I ever think I had a chance with her, she only thought of me as friend.

Only a friend.

Marcel, get that through that dumb head of yours!

Marilyn didn't deserve all this drama in her life right now, she had to deal how to cope of her father being here. She had to be well rested after what happen that night of the dance. She had to solve these problems in her life and I wasn't going to be one them. Might as well just stay out of her life and just explain to her later about my callous actions. She needs all the space.

For a split second I thought she must've heard me confess my feelings for her during her time in a coma. I had a very glee feeling about that.

The moment I saw her get out Zayn's car I wanted nothing more but to walk over there and punch him. I don't know what's gotten in to me lately but it's like I'm not myself anymore. Rage was crawling through my skin rapidly. It just wasn't me. Maybe my resentfulness was coming from the night of the dance, I remembered very clearly Louis and I conversing about Zayn and Marilyn secretly dating. Perhaps that's when all my raged began on that night. When Marilyn had been in trouble talking down a maniac shooter, and at the end of night she gets shot by a mad officer.

Marilyn never really talked about that night. She never really told anyone how she felt, truly. Even when Louis and I stood behind watching everything unfold at the scene. I can remember the cries Marilyn tried covering up when Alfie pointed the gun toward her and Isaac. The way she took the opportunity to hug Alfie and told him everything was going to be okay, and it almost, nearly attain every ounce in me to not rip them apart. He was willing to hug her after threatening to kill the girl I loved. She was still hurt from the night and who could blame her? Marilyn had more guts than anyone I've ever met and now she was broken because of it.

This had to be the only boxing ring that Marilyn had went to meet Zayn and I'm guessing he's here. Of course there was only one boxing place in this small town that everyone knew about. The place was call 'Jaxx' and I would know since Harry had been here before with Zayn and Louis. Harry begged mum to let him go to this place and it took a lot of convincing but he was willing to have a membership. He just wanted be 'cool' like Zayn and Louis.