bill's pov.
"billy, i have to tell you something." stanley cried. i put my arms around him. maybe it would calm him. "what h-happened?" honestly, i was scared. stan isn't the type of person who cries that much.
"i'm-" i hugged him tightly. "i'm sorry,' he whispered. "i'm so sorry."
"no, st-stanley. don't be s-sorry" he didn't say much. the whole time he was apologizing until i asked, "for w-what, st-stan?"
"you will hate me. i don't want you to hate me. you already hate me, don't you?" he asked, raising his voice. "no, i don't h-hate you. calm d-down! it's o-ok. you can tell me an-anything. everything will b-be j-just f-fine, i p-promise."
he yelled, "no, no, no."
"stan, you're my b-best friend... i co-could n-never hate you."
"yeah, a best friend. nothing more!" he started yelling at me. he took his phone from his pocket and threw it at me but he didn't aim right. it fell on the ground and broke. just like my heart. i didn't know stan had feelings for me. i don't feel the same but i don't want to lose him either so what am i supposed to do?,
"stan, i like you t-too! more than fr-friends." i lied. i felt so bad. he stopped yelling. "are you serious?" he looked at me hopefully. "yeah. i am. i r-really am." why am i lying? "i love you, billy." his crying stopped and he even smiled at me. "i l-love you so m-much." why did i add the "so much" part? i don't like him that much. i mean, i do but not as friends. i mean just as friends. wait what? i'm confused.
- LA T E R -
"stan, stop!" i laughed as stan tickled me. "admit it!" he threatened me jokingly. "ok, ok. i love you so much. i love you with all my heart, stanley uris. i'm not kidding." ugh, who am i kidding?
i'm so in love with him.
