stan's pov.
i met this new guy. his name is bill denbrough. i met him through the internet. my best friend and i were put in a groupchat whit a bunch of strangers just for fun. they were all from new york. eddie and i being the only ones living in derry.
so clearly, i haven't met bill yet. bill is a complicated idiot. he's sweet, caring and funny and i actually think i have a crush on him. i fell in love through the internet. i can't believe it but i can't help it. bill takes my breath away, and we didn't even facetime or phone called. only text.
but a lot of stuff happened between us and now everything is awkward. we still texts sometimes. it's weird between us and i'm the only one who seems to see it. he always says it's nothing and it's just in my head. but i know i'm right. it is weird!
it feels like he doesn't care about me anymore and my heart is breaking, day by day. it hurts so much. it hurts like hell. and one day, it will stop. hopefully.
