Lost In My Thoughts

See Through My Eyes

I see other people's sadness or stress or anything. I literally see right through u. When ur alone ur body language changes completely and when ur around friends it changes as well but not good enough for me to still actually see the real u. When ur alone u don't have a facial expression ur always looking at the floor lost in ur own world with friends it's more like u make the effort to seem happy u rarely look at the floor, ur in the conversation, u have more of a facial expressions and ur posture changes from slouching to almost straight. But yet I see glimpses of when u do get lost in your self. Friends ain't always everything in life. When u find that one person who just makes everything go away like the world is at ur feet u don't need any friends because u have that special someone u might already have her but u don't yet. I felt really weird after sending u wht I sent it was as if I told u my whole life story. I don't if u have notice or not but I mostly talk about the other person and not myself. I like doing that to get to know the other person better. I like knowing a lot about them and as little as possible about me. Honestly u are like the first ever person I have kinda let in my life properly and personal. Reasons why I think I like u, I actually kinda open up. I don't like talking about me because I am scared that the more they know the more they won't like me after I have told them my life story. Maybe one day I'll be able to tell someone all about it.