Love, Life and Insanity (Hiatus)

Plea

Plea

Silence, you'll never hear me say it
The words of hardships and regrets
Because I build a wall so firm,
A facade so incredibly strong.

I thought I could keep it a secret
The words of hardships and regrets
I thought my walls are strong
But I was so damn wrong.

Acting tough and mirthful
I believed I could last long
But four bottles of alcohol
It was where it went wrong.

A girl so broken and tainted
You saw my flaws, I was exhausted
You cry with me and it breaks my heart
I don't want you to look at me like I'm falling apart.

For years I hold it in
So please try to act like it's nothing
Because building walls was difficult
Please try to act like there's no one at fault.

Yes, I'm struggling now
But please don't feel down
Because I want you to see the best in me
Not the hidden beast in me.

-sdjm
2:50 p.m.
26Jul2017