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I sat on the couch at home. I was waiting for Louis. I had gotten home earlier and showered. Gemma had chosen my outfit. It was a floral top, waisted shorts, a blue cardigan and white Toms.
"Diana, Louis is here!!" I stood up and quickly walked to he door. There he stood. He wore a white t-shirt, a dark colored jean jacket, black skinny jeans, and black vans. "Let's go?" I nodded.
He took my hand and walked me to his car. "Nervous?" I nodded, nervously. He smiled. "You look hot..." I blushed. "Just stick by me and it'll be fine." I looked out of the window. London was beautiful at night.
I looked over at Louis. I admired him. How his hands relaxed on the wheel. How he chewed on his lips. How he only had eyes for the road. We stopped at a light. "Shit...." I winced, I wasn't used to cussing. "What's wrong?" He seemed bothered.
"Um, are you still a virgin?" I nodded. He slammed his hands on the wheel. He sighed loudly. "I forgot to tell you something." I was puzzled. He pulled over. "Diana, you're not officially a cheerleader yet." He seemed nervous. "Why, Louis, what's going on?"
"Diana, the cheerleaders have this tradition, that before you're an official member, you have to f...have sex with the captain." My face drained it's color. His hand reached to mine. I pulled back. No, this wasn't happening. I wasn't gonna lose my v-card to Louis.
I started to cry. "No. I'm not having anything with you. I don't know you. I'm not that way." He seemed angered all of a sudden. "Why the hell not?!?" I suddenly felt confident. "Because I'm not gonna lose my virginity to a stranger. Louis, I don't know you. Besides that, that's a stupid tradition."
He looked at me. "What do want me to do about it?" I shook my head. "You disgust me." He pulled on to the road again. I looked out the window. I felt disgusted with myself in some way.
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We finally arrived ten minutes later. Louis hadn't spoken to me. I felt tears brim my eyes again. We entered the house. As we entered cigarette smoke entered my nose. Shyannee stood next to Gemma and the rest of the girls. I faked a smile.
Ashton handed me a shot. Louis took it out of my hands, roughly. I rolled my eyes. "So, I guess we should get started." Shyannee motioned me. "She's the new member, Diana." Everyone clapped. "Louis, ready?" He nodded slowly. "Gemma start the clock." Gemma looked at me with sorry eyes.
Louis grabbed me and pulled me into the room. He locked it and walked over to me. "Take your clothes off." I did as he asked to, tears trailing down my cheeks. I was left in my undergarments. I was pushed against the bed. He kissed me roughly. I didn't kiss back. Tears kept falling down my cheeks.
He started to take his jeans off. He took out a silver packet, a condom that is. He got positioned at my entrance. He slammed himself in me. I let out a cry. He didn't care. He started to thrust in me, having me in pain. It didn't last long. He pulled himself out and threw the condom in the trash.
I got dressed. "Go into the bathroom and wash your face." I nodded. Once in there I washed my neck and cheeks. I touched the bruise on my neck. I felt used, disgusted with myself.
There was a loud knock on the door. "Times up." I got out of the bathroom. Louis opened the door. Everyone started to clap. "Congratulations, Diana! Your now officially a member." I looked around. Everyone was giving Louis high-fives. I felt tears fall. I quickly wiped them before someone would see.
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I walked to the restroom. Once inside, I slid down the door. I placed my hands on my knees. This wasn't the way I wanted it to be. I wasn't supposed to loose it. Tears wet my cheeks. I stood up and looked through the drawers.
I found it. It would only take seconds. It lay there. I felt tempted. I locked the door, scared someone would find me. I picked it up. It felt cold. I ran it across my wrist. The blood fell. I cried harder. Soon enough, my tears and blood mixed.
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"Diana? Is everything okay?" Gemma's voice asked. I quickly got up and rinsed my wrist. I pulled out band aids and covered myself. I pulled my sleeves down, cleaned my face and stepped out.
"I'm fine, Gemma." She gave me an unsure smile. "Okay, um, Louis was looking for you." I felt sick again. I smiled, the most fake one I could. "Where is he?" She pulled me through the sweaty, drunk, and crazy crowd.
"Hey, there love, where were you?" He pulled in for a kiss. Right now, I felt like I was broken. I was his broken rag doll. He pulled back and placed he on his lap. His friends introduced themselves.
"Hi, my names Harry and he's Zayn." Zayn gave me a weak smile. "Hi." I smiled, weakly. "Want a drink?" I nodded. Louis sent Harry to get me a drink. "Tired?" I nodded. "I kinda wanna go home." He sighed. "Can't you wait for a while?" I nodded slowly.
I sat there. People would come and go. They started to all leave. Leaving only the football players and cheerleaders. I looked around, getting off of Louis. I felt lazy, so I plopped on the couch. Shyannee came out and called everyone to where I was.
"We're gonna play spin the bottle. But, since Diana's new, we are gonna introduce ourselves." We nodded, as we all took a seat on the floor. I sat between Harry and Gemma. Louis and Ashton sat on the other side of the circle.
"Well, I'm Shayanne, the captain." After Shyannee, we all said our names. I learned everyone's name. It was: Shyannee, Ashton, Gemma, Eleanor, Harry, Zayn, Luke, Michael, Perrie, Cecilia, Niall, Sophia, and Ed.
"Let's get started. Okay well the rules are that if it lands on same genders you have to take a shot." Gemma spun it first. It landed on Niall. They moved to the center. The did a 19 second kiss, it was the rule. From Niall, it went to Sophia. Sophia to Luke, Luke to Michael, Michael to Cecilia, Cecilia to Eleanor.
Eleanor spun it.....it landed on Louis. I saw him smirk at he as they moved to the center. He grabbed her face and softly kissed her. I felt a pang of jealousy. Louis pulled away and spun. It landed on Harry. They took a shot.
Harry spun it. It landed on me. Harry smiled and moved in. As he got closer I felt someone staring. Harry was a mix of vanilla, mint and alcohol. I felt someone's eyes stare at me. I was pulled into the kiss.
Harry's soft lips touched mine. I got sucked into the kiss, ignoring everyone around. I suddenly heard the door slam. I abruptly pulled back. Everyone stared in shock at the door. I felt confused. But then I looked around.
Louis had stormed out.
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Sorry for the short chapter, I haven't been able to type lately. We've had STARR tests and our theatre teacher is directing a musical. I won't really be able to upload. But please.....
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