Chapter nine – "because...you'll regret it"
Cory's POV
I was way in over my head. Just one whole week had gone by since I got here. I hadn't even realised the time had been passing. I guess when you spent half your time making out with the one girl you thought you'd avoid your whole life, it can be distracting.
Which just happened to be exactly what we were doing right now. Lying in the silk sheets of her bed on our sides, her leg hooked over my hips and her tongue dominating over me. I was losing control but honestly having her take control was sexy. Most girls I went with never liked to dominate.
Strange enough though I'd never gotten any further than taking her shirt off, which I had conveniently gotten rid of twenty minutes ago. I almost always lost my shirt in the haze too. I shuddered pulling away for breath as her hand ran down my chest again. She opened her eyes taking in a deep breath.
'Cory...I want this...' she breathed pushing on my shoulders so I was on my back, her moving over to straddle my waist.
'want what?' I asked a little confused as to what she was asking.
'I think you know' she breathed into my neck, kissing it a few times making me shudder again.
My mind went fuzzy trying to figure it out. It should have been plainly obvious but I was a tad distracted, she was occasionally grinding against me and I wasn't processing anything.
'I'll show you' she whispered in my ear biting my ear lobe. I moaned tightening my hands on her hips. She wiggled down pressing her lips all over my chest; kissing each individual ab I had, making me shudder ever single touch.
I closed my eyes, moaning again. She ran her hands back up my chest continuing further down and I growled lowly. Her tongue darted out, dragging down one of my V lines. I mentally cursed and my eyes flew open staring at the white ceiling. It suddenly clicked what she meant.
'Missy' I tried to say but ended up moaning. She looked up at me, crawling back to eye level.
'yeah?' she asked sending her hot breath over my lips, sending them into a mini frenzy.
'I...I...I can't' I whispered my stomach tightening in fear.
'you can't?' she asked, her face dropping in disappointment.
'I...it's not mine to take. Missy you said it yourself everything was going back to normal when this holiday ended'
'and you believed me?' she asked shocked. I narrowed my eyes, mentally slaughtering myself for doing this. Why couldn't I just shut up and give her what she wanted?
'right so explain to me what happens then? We sleep together a few times, school comes back and you go back to thinking I'm an asshole and never talk to me again? I'm sorry Missy but I don't want that'
'then what do you want? You think I always get what I want?' she growled sitting up on my chest. She glared down at me and I cursed mentally to myself...again!
'Missy, what do you want me to do? I can't take your virginity-'
'why not?!' she yelled and I raised a brow. The Cory everyone knew would have made a pun or joked about it but the Cory Missy had come to know this last week turned completely serious.
'because...you'll regret it' I muttered, my voice dropping as I went on.
'I promise I won't'
'you have no idea how much I want that to be true but it's happened before. They always come back saying it was my fault'
