Chapter Four

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Alec didn't think much of the knock on the door. He didn't think of anything at all. Ever since he woke up.. All he could think about was Magnus. When he had woken up and found the warlock curled at his side his heart had ached and melted at the same time. How could he possibly not want to kiss the adorable Warlock. He thought of all the years he'd had. All the lovers. He winced.

No. Better to stay away from that, he wouldn't let Magnus' crush on him destroy their relationship because sooner or later he would realize that Alec just wasn't enough and then they couldn't possibly stay friends. The knock came again, louder this time.

"Alexander Gideon Lightwood!!" Izzys voice tore him from his thoughts.

Alec stood up and reluctantly opened the door to his younger sister. "Yeah?"

Instead of answering she stormed past him and Alec was sure he was going to have a heart attack until he realized that Magnus had left a while ago, making him feel guilty and relieved. This was why he couldn't have Magnus. He couldn't imagine telling his sister or his parents about him being gay. He was too scared. Not only was he a Yin fen adict but he was gay. The Clave would look down on him. He would be everyones example of a disgrace.

"You know you can tell me anything right?" Izzy said, the statement was supposed to be reassuring but coming from Izzy it sounded like she was demanding him to tell her any and everything she wanted. Alec bit his lip.

"Fine.." he said and sat on the bed, Izzy doing the same.

"I'll tell you everything."


Short but imma update more from now on, hopefully >~<

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