disconnected | yoonmin

nine.

"seokjin hyung, can i talk to you for a minute?" yoongi looked at seokjin, a frown on his lips showing that it was about something serious and they would need to leave the room. it wasn't often they would need to have talks like this. "yeah, lets go into the next room."

the two of them walked away from the large group of boys and out of the room, making their way into an empty room that was next door. yoongi slowly shut the door behind him before walking over to sit down beside seokjin on the sofa.

"what's up? are you alright?"

yoongi shrugged his shoulders, looking down at his hands that were placed on his thighs. "i can't spend another two days with sicheng, hyung. you know how hard it was for me when we broke up and now that i've finally moved on he just appears again and looks at me as if he's still in love with me or some shit. i don't mean it in a way that i can't be around him because i still have feelings for him because trust me hyung, i don't.

it's just, i can't be around him because he kinda makes me feel awkward, you know? he's just always staring at me, and i mean always. every time i look at him, he's already looking at me. i just want to forget the past and focus on my relationship with jimin which is extra hard to do now that my ex boyfriend is here along with the long distance. don't get me wrong, i love jimin and i wouldn't never cheat on him, it's just hard being around sicheng."

yoongi took a deep breath after he spoke, not realising that he was keeping so much inside. seokjin was looking at him with raised eyebrows, nodding his head. "i was expecting this to happen honestly. i knew this would be hard for you."

seokjin wrapped his arm around yoongi's shoulder, pulling his best friend into his embrace. yoongi leaned his head on his hyungs shoulder, closing his eyes. "i miss him so much."

"i know you do but trust me, you can do this. you're strong and this is nothing compared to what you've been through yoongs. think of it that way. you will see jimin soon, don't worry but right now you've gotta focus on yourself, okay? you need to be happy and healthy if you wanna make it through this tour and still be your bubbly self at the end of it."

yoongi looked up at his hyung, not saying a word. he stared at him for a few seconds before nodding his head, whispering that he understands.

"just try and be strong for me, will you promise me that?"

"i promise i will try, hyung." seokjin smiled and unwrapped his arms from around yoongi, looking down at the younger, "good, now go back in the other room and tell hoseok to come in here. i've been meaning to talk to him about something."

back in seoul, jimin was watching movies with jinyoung in the living room. jinyoung was living with jimin now for obvious reasons. it was like the old times, before jinyoung got in a relationship with youngjae and moved out of the apartment, leaving jimin to live by himself.

jimins phoned beeped causing him to instantly pick it up, seeing that his boyfriend had sent him a message.

message from yoongs:
                i'm feeling kinda off today and all i wanna do is lay in bed & cuddle with you. wish you were here with me more than anything x

jimin frowned at the message. even though yoongi was being cheesy with him, the only thing that he would think about was the start of the text.

i'm feeling kinda off today

jimin couldn't help but worry. was yoongi alright? did something happen to him? did winwin do something to him?

stop being dramatic, jimin. he could be just having a bad day.

jimin had a huge problem with over thinking things, if it wasn't obvious. the smallest things would become a huge deal in his mind if he thought about it for too long. it was a bad habit of his and he just wished he could stop.

"are you okay?" jinyoung asked, shoving popcorn in his mouth as he looked over at jimin. jimin nodded his head in response, giving him a small smile. jinyoung just shrugged, turning back to the movie.

message to yoongs:
                 what's wrong baby? are you okay :( i wish i was there with you too

message from yoongs:
                 i'm fine, it's just one of those days you know? don't worry about me. i love you.

message to yoongs:
                 and i love you. have a great day, okay? stay safe and healthy.

jimin sat his phone down on the arm of the sofa, leaning his head against the back of the seat, a long, deep sigh slipping from his lips.

he just hopes yoongi is really okay.

"hoseok, you took your time coming." seokjin whined causing hoseok to roll his eyes before he sat down beside his elder. "yeah, yeah. why did you want me here, hyung?"

"i need your opinion on something."

"sure. what is it?" hoseok raised his eyebrows at the other. he has never asked him for his opinion on anything ever in his life so this took him by surprise.

"i want to invite jimin to come out and see yoongi."

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this isn't read over which isn't surprising at this point but enjoy !