disconnected | yoonmin

thirteen.

a week had passed since jimin left and he still hadn't contacted the others but he was alive. he was currently back in busan with his family because he needed a break. he knew he should tell his friends or even yoongi but he didn't really want to contact them. he knew they would ask questions but to save them from worrying about him, he would text yoongi and turn his phone off again.

message to yoongs:
i'm alive, don't worry about me. i'm in busan. see you next week. i love you.

jimin knew it was very blunt of him to just text that but honestly, he needed a break. everything was becoming too much for him and he just needed to see his family and his best friend.

"jimin, breakfasts ready." jimin looked up from his phone and towards the door, seeing his mum standing there with a bright smile on his face.

"oh, I'm coming now mum. two seconds." jimin turned his phone off before shoving it under his pillow, getting up from his bed and walking downstairs. he was greeted by his brother sitting at the dining table while his mum put his breakfast out on a plate.

jimin walked over and took his breakfast, kissing his mum on the cheek while he thanked her before going back and sitting in front of his brother who looked at him. "god, it's weird having you here."

"oh jeez, thanks."

"i don't mean it in a bad way, it's just you live in seoul so i haven't seen you in ages. how's life going? i heard you've gotten yourself a boyfriend."

"mhm, i have." jimin nodded his head, picking up one of the pancakes from his plate before biting in to it. jimin loved his mums pancakes, they reminded him of his childhood when she would make them for him and his brother before they would go to school. they just reminded him of home and home was the only place he needed to be at that moment in time.

"how did you manage to get an idol as a boyfriend, i can't even get a normal girl to date me."

"that's because you're too picky, woojin. and you're seventeen, you don't need a girlfriend yet. focus on school." jimin finished his pancakes soon after. he went and washed his dishes before strolling back upstairs and into his room, sitting himself down on his bed. he let out a long sigh, running his hands through his hair. he missed talking to yoongi but he needed this break if we wanted to be okay for his trip to china.

what jinyoung and yoongi didn't know was jimin was having a really hard time dealing with the hate he was receiving through social media, from yoongis fans. he knew that being in a relationship with an idol he would get harsh comments here and there, just like any other person who just happened to be dating an idol. but when you're a male dating a male idol, the hate is much worse but this was jimins life now and he knew that.

jimin obviously planned on going home, back to seoul, he just didn't know when. he left for china next thursday so he was thinking he would return on wednesday to pack his things then leave straight away. it would seem like he's avoiding jinyoung but that isn't the case. he was just enjoying being home too much.

yoongi was sat backstage for an interview when he got the text from jimin. it was unexpected but it wad the best thing that happened to him all day. although it was a very blunt, dry message he still appreciated it. jimin was alive and that's all yoongi cared about. of course he missed talking to him daily but he knew jimin wouldn't do this without reason. he would just have to wait until he saw him to find out the reason.

"yoongi, are you ready?" yoongi slowly looked up, nodding his head with a smile on his lips. he felt so much better knowing jimin was safe and sound so this interview didn't seem like it would be so bad.

at least that was until the interviewer brought up jimin. normally, yoongi wouldn't mind answering questions about his relationship but this time, he was wrong.

"so yoongi, we know you're in a relationship now, yeah?"

"that's right."

"and it's with another boy i believe, so that means you are gay." the interviewer looked at him with a look of disgust making yoongi instantly feel uncomfortable. he glanced over at his members who looked just as awkward as he did. "yeah, that means i'm gay."

"why? i mean... there's plenty of girls that would date you, why did you choose a boy? and why jimin in particular. it's strange if you ask me, it's not very role model like of you."

yoongi couldn't believe his ears, he had never met an interviewer so rude in his life. "uh, i didn't choose to be gay. do you think i would choose to face homophobic comments from rude people like you. do you think i chose to be looked down upon and left out because of my sexuality? do you really think i chose to be gay? because if you do then i think you need a reality check, sweetheart. my fans like me for my music, for my talent not for my sexuality. also jimin is amazing. he's the best thing happened to me and if you can't accept that the fuck you. i'm done with this interview, i've had enough."

yoongi got up from his chair and stormed backstage, pulling his mics off as he done so. he knew he would probably start drama because of what he just done but he was so sick of people thinking they could make rude comments on his sexuality. he was sick of people judging him because of the gender of someone he's in a relationship with.

"yoongi, where are you going?"

yoongi glanced behind him and saw seokjin running after him, taking his mics off just like yoongi done. they didn't want anyone to be able to listen to their conversations.

"i'm going home. i'm sick of this, jin hyung, sick of it. i need to rest to calm myself down. i need sleep."

seokjin nodded his head and wrapped his arm around yoongi's shoulder, walking towards the exit. "let's get you home."

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this update was long overdue iM SORRY im just very stressed bc it's results day today and im nervous but i hope you enjoy even though it's quite short and boring 

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