Riley's Art Book/Journal

I feel fucking terrible.

My dad yesterday asked for 30$ to go golfing (since I currently have 135$) and I said no.

Then my mom told me today that when he asked me that's when his friend asked if he was going or not. She said he waited til 12 o'clock to see if I would give to him. He really wanted to go.

Now I feel bad because he would have been able to pay me back when he got his paycheck.

He had to go at 12 PM, so it's too late now anyways.

I feel like such a jerk...

He just wanted to have fun and go golfing..

And I ruined it.

I've been crying for hours because of it.

Don't any of you guys say I'm not a jerk, because I am.

I'm so selfish I couldn't even give my money away.