Riley's Art Book/Journal

Why

1. Once I started petting the kittens, I realized our dad is making us get rid of them. And after the span of having them (10-11 weeks) I've grown attached to them.

2. A speaker came to my school today and I got really sad during it

3. This kind of goes with 2. He told us we have to respect and like ourselves before respecting any one else. We have to be able to say "I like myself" with full meaning. But I don't like myself. Does that mean all those who've I loved and respected is fake? Did I not truely love them because I don't love myself? So, the girl I've loved for a year, cried over, laughed with, and got angry at is all fake just because I do not respect and love myself?

4. Because my friend was crying.

5. I keep listening to sad relatable songs (Breakeven, Idfc, and others)

6. Remembering how rude and disrespectful I am to my family. I hate it.

Yeah, there's still more, but I don't feel like talking much anymore.

For those who are confused, this is a list for why I am/was crying.