Disobedient Fuckplant

Feelings

I'ma just type as thoughts form in my head.

I feel sad, empty, as if im not me

??

if that makes any sense?

Like i'm living, this is a thing, but it doesn't feel real.

Like k cool im walking, eating, talking, but im not living im existing

7/29/17
- okay this is present me (2019.22.1) typing these side notes and HOLY SHIT I was a ball of sadness. I'm genuinely scared for younger me. But like, damn, I felt that. Lowkey I feel like that now but not as frequently or intensely.