Heart Beats ✔

Chapter 17

†WARNING Some mature content in this chapter! You have been warned so no need to get upset if you don't like it.†

The food was divine. My mom hasn't really cooked much since my dad but now that he's alive. I have a lot more good meals to look forward to, because she really is a good cook but when we lost dad, nothing was the same. We sit at the table all of us just looking at each other.

My mother said I could only have one glass but I just finsihed my third and I'm a bit of a lightweight so needless to say I was a little floaty.

" I think your mother and I are going to go out for the night." My dad says, directing to me with a smile. I nod.

" I think you both deserve to go out and have a good time together." I reply with a nod. They smile looking into each other eyes.
" I'll take care of the dishes. Go have fun!" I say standing but holding onto my chair at the rush of dizziness. Luckily this goes unnoticed.

" I'll assist with her." Xavier says, giving me a flashy smile and I just nod.

My parents had left and me and Xavier were cleaning up the kitchen and loading up the dishwasher. Once it was all clean we just smiled at each other sitting on the couch.

" So.." I say blushing, breaking the silence. Xavier grins.

" It's been forever since I've seen your dad. It was really nice seeing him again." He says, still smiling. I nod along in agreement.

" Yeah. I told you that you'd be happy." I say with a chuckle.

He nods and we're followed by silence. Xavier is looking off into the distance and I cent help but notice how perfectly sculpted his face is. His jawline, although sharp, seems like the perfect amount of sharpness. His nose is thin and long but just the right size for his face. He has better eyes lashes than anyones I've ever seen. His full lips are a dark shade of pink and look so kissable. In fact they are kissable.

In that moment while thinking of how perfect he is I don't realize I'm leaning into to kiss him until it happens. His body tensed up but soon relaxed as he starts kissing me back slowly and passionately. The kiss started out slow and patient, but then suddenly into something way more.

I look up into Xaviers bright blue eyes, as he pins me down onto the couch, and I can't help but notice the red tint around them.

" Xavier yours eyes." I say quietly but not in a fearful way. I'm not scared of him, if he wanted to hurt me then he would have by now. Right? He blinks and looks back.

" They uh... Change when feelings happen." He says awkwardly. A giggle escapes my closed lips and he raises an eye brow at me. Why is he so cute?

" What kind of feeling are you having?" I ask with of course, get another blush tinting my face.

He smirks, then he does something that really makes me blush. He takes my hand to his pants and I feel the bulge beneath the fabric of his jeans.

" Oh." I say shyly, although I already knew that was the feeling he was having. He smiles down at me.

" You're so adorable." He says quietly before he starts leaving a trail of kisses down my neck.

He leaves hot kisses on my neck and continues down to my chest until my shirt gets in the way.

" Xavier." I squeak nervously. He needs to know that I'm a virgin. I know I'm eighteen and still a virgin. He looks up to me.