This is my letter to you. I hope you can translate.
I don't talk much
I never did
And I never will
I've learned myself to be silent
To let others be happy
Even when I'm not
I've learned from talking
It brings pain
I've learned from silence
It keeps others happy
Why do you ask?
Why do you wan't to know
Why I don't talk?
It's because every time I tried
I failed
I said stupid things
I hurt people
And because you don't understand
I don't want to talk about what cool stuff you got from your parents
What they give you
And how much they love you
I don't want to talk about myself
Not about school
Not about you
This is my letter to you, I hope you will understand.
Because I will get hurt in the end anyway
And silently I'll cry
And silently I'll die
Without saying a word
Without showing emotion
Without letting you know
Without any hope
You'll probably see this one day and ask about it.
Maybe I'll talk
Maybe I'll hide
Maybe I'll scream
Maybe I'll cry
And you'll probably hate me after
If I said a word
If I said one wrong word
Everything will go wrong
You don't want to know the truth about me
This is my letter to you, I hope you will respect me now.
But maybe you'll see this
And wonder
Who I am
Cause you'll never know
But I know you'll read this
And i'm already hating myself for showing this
I can lose everything
But I couldn't care less if I did
I had worse thing happening to me
so I'll just add it up to my pile of misery
My life is like a game now
If you wan't to know me
You'll have till 2024december
And then the game will end
Forever.
And if you read this
I don't know what I'll do
You'll probably get mad
Or something else
But know that this was already hard enough for me to write
And I can't do it in our language it would hurt to much
There is so much that you don't know
And that I wan't to tell you
But I can't
So maybe you can help
I can't promise that i'll talk
But please don't tell others
Cause then you'll maybe end the game early.......
This is my letter to you, I hope you wont be mad.
To. A.
From. D
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Dark poems
PoetryHere are some dark poems I wrote. Mostly about my life. 14-5-2019 - although my views and outlook on life have changed since the day I posted these, I will keep this work public, because to me it shows how far I've come throughout the years and remi...
