Dark poems

Questions

Fake smile, real tears

Fake laugh, real fears

Loves hardstyle, has a broken heart

My world slowly falling apart

People like me

Cause i'm always nice

I'm always calm

I always try to help others

I'm always happy

But maybe i'm not

Maybe I hate everybody

Maybe I am scared

Maybe I think others deserve to be happy

And maybe I just have to die

Silent screams, silent cries

Loud laughs, quietly dies

I hate the fake life i'm living

I think of death every day

But what keeps me alive?

Friends?

Family?

I don't know

My life is perfect

I have great friends

I have a good family

I am healthy

I have everything I want

But why do I want to die?

Why do I hate myself?

Why do I hate it if my parents hug me?

If they say they love me?

If they talk to me?

I want love

But why do I hate it?

I just want somebody to talk

Someone like me

Who understands me

But I can't find anyone

I'm all alone

Again