I Don't Love You

My way Home is Through You

Burton's soft voice woke me up. I had a really hard time getting to sleep last night, I kept having nightmares about Ville and Burton let me sleep next to him on his hostipal bed.

- Janne: Hel, sleepy head wake up. Someone's here to see you.

- Hel: I don't wanna . . .What time is it?? I said pulling the covers over my head.

- XX: So? That's the thanks I get for coming up to this frozen wasteland to get my girl? No hugs or kisses??

I sat right up and smiled as wide as I could when I heard his voice.

- Hel: Frank!! You're here!
I leaped from the bed and hugged him as tight as I could.

- Frank: Ouch! Careful there SheHulk, I'm still being pieced together ya'know.

I let him go and pulled him in for a kiss. His lips felt velvet soft against my dry ones. I needed this, I needed to see him, to touch him and make sure he was still alive.

- Frank: You have no idea how much I missed you. I thought I'd lost you Hel. I love you.

- Hel: I love you too Frank.

Frank pulled me in for another kiss, deeper this time, making me weak at the knees. For minute, we forgot where we were until Burton cleared his throat.

- Janne: (Cough cough) If this wasn't my hospital room I'd leave but I can't.

- Hel: Sorry bro, I well, we got a little carried away.- I said blushing a little. - Frank, this is Janne Johannes Puurtinen, better known by his stage name Burton. He's like my big bother and the reason I'm here right now. Plus his a badass keyboardist.

- Janne: So, you're the kid Hel can't live without?

- Frank: Is that what she told you?, I guess I'm pretty lucky.- Said Frank shaking Burton's hand.

- Dad: I'm so glad to see you're alright honey.- I walked over to my pops and hugged him. He looked like he hadn't slept in a while. - I brought you some clean clothes, if you want you can go to the hotel and change, I spoke the the detective in charge of the case and he'll have someone escort you there. I'll stay with Burton.

My pops gave me the room key and a jacket. I looked over to Burton worried.

- Janne: Go. I'll be fine with your dad here.

- Frank: I'll come with you. We'll be okay.

I said goodbye and we left the hospital. The officer escorted us all the way up to our room and said he would be down at the lobby if we needed anything.

I took off my jacket and tossed it in the near by chair. I walked over to the bed and laid down. Frank did the same and we laid there in silence for a while, it seemed like forever, I glanced at the window and it looked like it was getting dark. 

- Hel: I'm gonna take a bath, ok?

- Frank: I'll be right here if you need anything. He kissed my forehead and I made my way to the bathroom.

I started to fill the tub with got water and threw in some soap, a bubble bath wouldn't erase what Ville did but it would make me feel better. I took my clothes off and got in. After a few minutes I started scrubbing myself and i couldn't stop. I scrubbed every inch of my body as hard as I could until my skin started to burn. And even then I could still feel Ville's icy hands all over me. I couldn't stop crying.

** Frank's P.O.V. **

Helena called her dad a couple of days ago and told him she was in a hospital in Finland. That sick fuck took her away and I couldn't do anything about it. He messed me up pretty bad.

Tim talked to my doctor and signed my release papers so I could go to Finland with him to go and get Hel. I can't wait to see her. I've missed her so much.

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After we landed, we checked into a hotel close to the airport and went straight to the hospital where Hel was.

She was asleep when we got to the room.

- XX: Hel, sleepy head wake up. Someone's here to see you.

- Hel: I don't wanna . . .What time is it?? She said pulling the covers over her head.

- So? That's the thanks I get for coming up to this frozen wasteland to get my girl? No hugs or kisses?? - I said pouting.

She sat right up and smiled as wide as she could when she heard my voice.

- Hel: Frank!! You're here!
She leaped from the bed and hugged me as tight as she could.

- Frank: Ouch! Careful there SheHulk, I'm still being pieced together ya'know.

She let me go and pulled me in for a kiss. That was the best kiss anyone had ever given me. I could tell how much she missed me. It was filled with so much love I can't even begin to describe how amazing it felt to have her in my arms again.

- Frank: You have no idea how much I missed you. I thought I'd lost you Hel. I love you.

- Hel: I love you too Frank.

I pulled her in for another kiss. Harder, more passionate than ever before. I didn't care where we were or what they though I just needed to be with my little raven girl, my Helena.

- XX: (Cough cough) If this wasn't my hospital room I'd leave but I can't.

- Hel: Sorry bro, I well, we got a little carried away.- Hel said blushing a little. - Frank, this is Janne Johannes Puurtinen, better known by his stage name Burton. He's like my big bother and the reason I'm here right now. Plus his a badass keyboardist.

- Janne: So, you're the kid Hel can't live without?

- Frank: Is that what she told you?, I guess I'm pretty lucky.- Said Frank shaking Burton's hand.

Hel walked over to get dad and they hugged each other. After talking for a few minutes Hel and I were escorted by a police officer to our room back at the hotel.

Hel took off her jacket and laid on the bed looking at the ceiling. I did the same and laid beside her. We stayed in silence for hours, I wanted to hug her, i wish a hug could make everything bad that had happened to her go away but it won't so I decided not to, I want her to be ok but honestly I don't know what to do to make her feel better.

- Hel: I'm gonna take a bath, ok? I kissed her forehead and she got up.

- Frank: I'll be right here if you need anything.

I could hear the water start to fill the tub and after a while there was silence. A good half hour later and still nothing. Did she fall asleep?.

I walked over to the bathroom door and knocked.

- Frank: Babe, are you ok?

No answer. I couldn't hear anything so I tried again.

- Frank: Hel, you ok??

Each time I knocked louder, I was starting to worry. Hel still didn't reply. I opened the door and he'll was just sitting in the bathtub, shaking crying her eyes out. She looked so fragile sitting there.

- Hel: I ...  can't. .. stop. .. crying. .. I can't ... stop. .. I can't ...  move.
She said in between sobs.

I quickly took off my shoes and hoodie anf got in the tub with her. I sat behind her and held her.

- Frank: It'll be alright babe. You'll be ok, I promise.