I Don't Love You

Helsinki

An hour later we landed and Ville's chauffeur was waiting at the platform, Ville picked me up so I wouldn't run off as soon as we stepped off the plane. A few minutes later we got to his home in the city of Helsinki.

It was a tower with 4 floors, on the ground floor was the living room, on the first floor was the kitchen with the dining room, on the second floor was his studio where he wrote and composed with his band and in the third and fourth floor there were 4 bedrooms, I used to spend the summer here with him since it is the time of the year when its less cold in Finland.

- Helena: So, you're kidnapping me for the rest of my life??

-Ville: I wouldn't say that, Let's just say it'll be like when your father sent you to London for boarding school.

~ Flashback ~

  I remembered when my father sent me to study in London at 15, that's when I met Ville.  I was walking down the street and it was raining, it was the only thing I liked about London, I had skipped school that day, I had no desire to attend class and decided to walk around the city.

I walked into a café/bar and ordered an Irish coffee and a sandwich. While waiting for my order a group of five guys making a lot of noise entered, they were around 17 or 18 years old and sat in the booth next to me.  I got my food and started to eat, one of the guys approached me and asked.

-Boy: Why so lonely?

-Helena: Why do you care??. I answered a little annoyed.

-Boy: Just wondering, my name is Ville Valo.

~ End Flashback ~

I grabbed my bag and started up the stairs.

-Ville: Where are you going?.

-Helena: I'm going to settle in one of the rooms, did you really think i was gonna sleep with you after what you did to Frank?!.

I went up to the 3rd floor and entered one of the rooms, locked the door and started looking for a phone or something to help me communicate with the outside, nothing. I emptied the bag where i had put my dirty clothes, I went through my clothes and found my cellphone.

I opened the door trying to make the least noise possible to see whether Ville was around, there was nobody, I closed the door and dialed Frank's number.

-Helena: Frank?! I whispered into the phone. 

-XX: ¿Helena, Where are you? everyone is looking for you, the guys, your dad, the police, are you okay?

-Helena: Gee? where's Frank? Is he okay??

-Gee: Frank is in the hospital I'm with him right now, Ville wounded him but he's getting better. Where are you Helena?.

-Helena: Ville kidnapped me, I'm at his house. . . in Finland.

-Gee: FINLAND!?!.

-Helena: Yes.

-Gee: Wait someone wants to talk to you. . . . Helena!?

-Helena: FRANK! Are you okay?

-Frank: I'm fine. Where are you?, are you hurt?

Helena: I'm fine, don't worry. I'm in Ville's house . . . . in Finland. . . . I'm scared Frank, there's something wrong with Ville, he's crazy.

-Frank: It'll be okay hel, don't cry. I'm gonna go get you, we'll be together soon.

 I heard footsteps in the hallway.

-Helena: Frank someone's coming, I'll call you when I can, I love you.

-Frank: Be very careful hel, I love you.

I hung up and turn off my phone and hid it under the mattress as Ville entered the room.

-Ville: Who are you talking to?

-Helena: Who could I possibly be talking to?? 

Ville just stared at me and sat beside me on the bed, I pulled  away not wanting to have even the slightest contact but he took my hand and pulled me towards him, hug me, kissed my forehead and put his chin on my head.

Somehow I was a little calmer after talking to Frank and Gee at least I knew that Frank was alright and I would find a way to escape.

-Ville: Don't you understand that I love you Helena?, Everything i've done is for you, for us to be happy as before.

I pushed him away and sat on the other side of the bed, I was afraid of Ville, I never thought it would get to the point of almost killing someone on a whim.

- Helena: And do you not understand that I don't want to be with you?! Ville, if you really loved me as you say you wouldn't have hurt anyone.

He got really upset and grabbed my hair.

-Ville: I had to get rid of that dwarf, he wouldn't have let us be happy, don't you see?? you're mine!!.

With all his strength he pulled me towards him and kiss me. He threw me against the wall and began to rip my clothes off. I was pushing him away from me as hard as i could but he finally took my shirt off, picked me up again and threw me on the bed. He pounced on me and kept kissing my body frantically.

- Helena (crying): Ville no! please no!

- Ville: You don't have another option, do as I say or Frank dies.

As much as I tried I couldn't break free, tears were welling in my eyes without stopping, he got rid of the rest of my clothes. When Ville finished, he left the room and slammed the door.

I lay in bed still crying and wrapped myself with the sheets.