I Don't Love You

Oh, Mr. Iero

I woke up the next morning to sound of my phone ring and Ghost barking. I picked up my phone and saw it was my dad. 

- Hey dad! How are you? - I answered sleepily. 

- Hello my little devil, how were the awards?.- 

- You saw that?.-  I sat up on the bed.

- Yes i did. Hel, Are you and that guy Frank . . . ?.-

I keep quiet, I didn't know what to answer, but I did liked Frank. 

- Helena? Are you there??.-

- Yea, give me a minute.-

I realized that I was completely naked, i quickly picked up a blanket, wrapped myself in it and left my room. Frank was still asleep, seeing him there made me feel so guilty, not only had broken the promise i made Ville, i felt like i had also hurt Frank somehow for not telling him the truth, i still loved Ville. 

- Dad i don't know what to do, truth is, i really like Frank but I feel like i'm betraying Ville.-

- Darling, I understand but you don't have to feel like that. Feelings change, and if you have feelings for this guy, I think you should give it a try.-

My dad was right, i didn't want to feel sad or guilty because of Ville and Frank made those feelings disappear with just a smile. 

- I guess you're right I'm tired of feeling this way, I'll give Frank a chance. Thanks!.-

- I'm gonna go sweety, love you.-

- I love you too.- 

I hung up and went back into my room, Frank was waking up and I laid down beside him. 

- Hey there short stuff.- I told him playing with his hair. 

- Morning, Where were you?.-

- I was on the phone with my pops talking about you.- 

Frank got a little pale and nervous. 

-It's ok don't worry, he asked me if we were dating or something and told him that for the time being we weren't, he says hi and that you were great last night.-

Frank's face lit up as he sat on the bed. 

- REALLY?! TIM BURTON LIKES THE HOW I PLAY?! I can't believe it, wow!! I'm a huge fan of his work, you have no idea how much that means to me!.-

He pulled me closer and gave me a big hug and his lips brushed mine and again I felt that electric pulse go through my body. We stopped kissing and I asked Frank. 

- About last night, Frank . . . What are we now?.- 

He looked at me with a big smile and picked me up a little i could sit on his lap, gave me another kiss and said, - I don't know Hel, we're friends but I really want to be more than that, i know we just met and all but i think we can be really happy. . . only if you want of course.-

We laughed a little, i took his face in my hands and gave him a kiss on his nose. 

- Frank Iero, are you asking me to be your girlfriend??.-

He put me back on the bed, knelt down and took my hand, I laughed a little at what he was doing and blushed. 

- Helena Burton, I would you do me the huge honor of being my girlfriend?? .- He kissed my hand and i tried really hard not to laugh. 

- I would be delighted Mr. Iero.-

He got up and gave me another kiss. 

- Thank you, you won't regret it.-

Frank went to his apartment to shower and change so we could meet the guys later. We decided not to say anything yet because we had just met, but Frank and I felt that we had known each other forever.

I showered and changed, I put on some black jeans and a white Led Zeppelin shirt. 

We were going to meet with the guys at the entrance to Coney Island before Mikey, Ray, Frank and I began college next week. 

We all had fun at the amusement park, Frank won at ring toss a huge panda teddy bear he gave me, Ray had to carry it because the thing was bigger than both of us together. Afterwards we went to grab some dinner together, Chinese food. At the restaurant we continued talking and laughing. Frank held my hand under the table so the guys wouldn't notice but Bob and Mikey did. 

Gee and Ray got up to the bathroom and left us with Bob and Mikey. They stared at us like we just commit a serious crime. 

- Okay, you two what's up??.- ask Bob. 

Yeah, you guys have been acting a little weird today.- Mikey said adjusting his glasses. 

Frank and I laughed a little nervous.

- Of course not!- Frank said. 

- Sure you have!! You guys were giving each other kisses him while you thought no one was looking.- Mikey said accusingly. 

Bob, Frank and I stopped laughing immediately, Gerard and Ray returned to the table and we decided to tell them. 

- What going on? Why so serious?.- Gee asked. 

- Frank and I have something to tell you guys. . .- I said.

- Helena and I . . . umm. . . we're going out.-

- Seriously?!- Ray said trying to sound surprised.

- You guys thought we didn't notice how y'all were making out every chance you had?- Gee said with a smirk.

- We didn't want to say anything cause we just met.- I said.

The Guys got up to congratulate us, they were very happy with our decision, and so was I, finally after all this time of sadness I was happy.